Date: April 4th 2013
Intro: Just dropped of Matrina
Title: Tonight
Tonight I just want a friend
You make me so happy when we're together
I know you don't care about me but
I just need you sometimes when
When I don't want anyone else around
You asked me, to keep a secret
And then went on with life
After that we went to a settle
Out a day that passed us by
And then you asked me again
"Did you tell anyone?"
Well of course not
I'm still your friend
Sometimes I want to hold you close and just lay there
And just lay there
You shouldn't be some 'relationship' to me
And. That's fine
You're just someone I won't let go
Because you're like my drug ya know?
Tonight, I just needed a friend
And that friend is you
Tomorrow, I might be fine
But no one has a clue
It's a secret that I think about you
You're almost got me addict
No wait, you already have
Gotten me addicted to you
I just want it to be you and me
It's called 'fun'
You told me about it now
And I love the way we are
Tonight I just need someone
And that someone is you
I dont want to take you away from him
On make it sound like I've done
something to you
Tonight there are stars
Do you see them?
I see them too.
Conclusion: Come to think of it why am I still doing this? The word commitment pops up in my head and then I feel like it's going to spin. Matrina is this amazing girl that I'd love to go out with. Scratch that. I like being the guy she trust verses someone who could go farther with her. She just makes me happy. I still want to punch myself in the face though. This is so stupid.
Aftermath: (April 22, 2013) I'm pretty sure we were just talking on that day. At least, I hope lol. Oh wait! I remember. I wanted to do something with her but I was telling her about me and Jean. I almost panicked lol. I was like... I cheated?? Nope. XD Good. I didn't cheat on my girlfriend. I promise.
