I through with telling myself it's okay
I don't want lie to myself anymore
I'll loko i the mirror and those passionate eyes
That I have--that I've been given
what's the point if I don't believe
in myself--where wold I be
If I had no one
I wouldn't be here today.
And then I'll look away.
I'll look back at my hands
Really, just tell me what's plan
I wish I knew
But honetly, I don't
I've had anxiety take over me
More than once since that november
I can't keep still
But I've always been like that
And honestly if I could stop myself from hurting myself
I would do it to save not only me but I'd do it to save those in need
I haven't slit my wrist since I made the promise
And I'm holding on tight
Sure
I'm running out of tactics
But even though my back's against the wall
I can't help but think
that I've done a lot more in this life than I'd ever come to believe
And now I'm here
Thinking about
All the things
That I could doubt
But really
I'm breathing
I'm smiling
And I know what I can do.
