I don't understand you and how you can remember
These things I do you
I wish I could like you and hold onto these thing
But my mind shuts down on me
It's not important you see
Right now is where I want to be
Not before
Not after
That's what I'm confused about you
Somehow
You remember
The things I do to you
That
Don't mean a thing to me
I understand why you can remember
It's a scar and you can't let go
It'lll be there no matter
Until the end
But don't look at me like I'm cutting you
Deeper and deeper every day
Because
Hell
You mean more to me
Then anyone else
By far
Don't look at me with those eyes
Eyes of hatred
Eyes of demise
One that don't want to look at me
But burn into my soul
You're the one that I just can't seem to let go
Darling I'll you know
More than anyone
That you mean everything to me
Even though we fight
And we disagree
We learn to deal with each other
You mean the most
I wish you would realize
So
I toyed with your heart
No man should ever part
With a woman who they twice
Or even thought about it the first place
So you hate with all your thoughts
No matter the lose
I know I'm going to tell you that I
Love you so
But really when it comes down to this
I'm not sure what I'd do for you
What I'd do to take you back
Because I made the mistake to try
I made the mistake to hurt you in the first place
I made the mistake to cry
When it was you who was hurt
Rather than me
I'd set back time to save you
I wouldn't want you to go through
The things that you have because of me
But it's a definiate fate dead end
I can't think of how life would be the other way
If we stayed together
And loved till the end
Where would we be?
Your life stuck to me
You wouldn't want to leave my side
And I'd partly want to be set free
To go out randomly
And take you with me
I'd make you worry
On the days where you didn't see me
You'd think I'd be gone
And I'd come back to day
That I never left you
For a moment
For a day
I'd completely ruin you
If we were together still
Because I'm jacked up person
And I am still
