She's Mine Forever. (GirlxGirl) Book 2.

Chapter 20.

Dangerously Dangerous..

(This is kind of a sad/scary/upsetting chapter GRAB TISSUES!)
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Chapter 20:

As I opened my eyes, a bright light was above me. I shot up alerted as Vikki stood and came to me.

"Vikki?" I asked scared.

"Your fine, relax . You are home in the infirmary." She told me.

Violet smiled at me and was checking me out. I was surprised to see Faith there quiet.
Something must be going on.

I tried moving my hands to grab Vikki but couldn't .
I looked down and my eyes alerted to Vikki.
My arms were strapped down. So was my legs.

"What the hell?" I snapped.

Faith stood and came to me.
"You can't control your wolf."

"Yes I can.. Vikki take it off." I whispered to her.

Vikki looked hurt as she shook her head.
"I can't."

I started pulling at my arms not caring they hurt. I started to thrash around but stopped seeing my two kids and pack looking at me.

Vincent held on Vanessa as she looked at me scared. Amy, Sara, Jason, Kyle, Donny and Fred all looked at me worried.

"Why are you all looking at me like that! I am fine!" I yelled.

Vikki came over with a mirror and pointed it at me.
I stared at my self.
Rock hard black eyes.

"What's this mean."

"You can not control her, we have no clue why yet." Faith answered .

I stared at my eyes. Than looked at my kids.. I didn't want them to see me.
"Go.." I told them.

"Mommy, no-

"Go!" I told them.

She jumped and grabbed Vincent and ran away out the door.
My pack stood there and said nothing.

"Violet, why is my eyes like this."

"Well.. Since that man.. Took your wolf and you some how got I back. She is alerted and wants control.. And because you got bit by that Vampire, your wolf wants to control you and is succeeding . If your wolf takes over.. It's like your dead inside, your trapped while your wolf is out and about using your body .. I am surprised your awake and talking.." She replied.

I bit my lip and laid back, all of this was happening to me.. Why! Why now! My life was getting better! Now it's going to shit again.

I looked at Vikki.
"I'm so tired.." I told her.

She looked at me upset .
"Don't leave me."

Tears came down my face. I tried to think positive but all I could think of was blood.. I wanted revenge and blood on my hands.
"Vikki..."

"Yes."

"I killed Kat." I told her.

"No. No you only wanted to help"

"She is dead because of me, God is getting back at me. He is punishing me for killing that innocent girl ." I cried.

"You wanted to save her, you didn't now the bite would kill her-

"I did now.. I did it anyway way thinking it couldn't possible kill her. She was so weak, she is gone. I killed a child. How can I look at my own kids. Every time I see Vanessa I wanna break down. I killed her first friend-

"Melissa, Vanessa does not blame you. You thought it was the right thing to do so you did it.. This kind of stuff happen's do not blame your self."

"All I ever think about is her.. How cold and limp she was. The words you said to me. Vanessa's face.. " I stared up at the ceiling.

A beeping went off as Violet ran over looking at the screen.
"Melissa stop !"

I felt me fading away.. My body was giving in to the darkness. My darkness that I have earned.
My darkness I have created with evil.

"Melissa!" My pack yelled.

I smiled hearing them.
"MELISSA!" Vikki yelled.

I heard them calling for me.. Their faces in front of my face. I couldn't call out to them. I felt dead.
I wanted to reach out and grab Vikki and tell her I love her.
My arms wouldn't move

'That's because I'm you.'

I stared at the red wolf as It ran at me and disappeared.

This felt like a dream.

'Over come it.' My white wolf said.

'You were just red-

' I am your good wolf you turned me into darkness child.'

'Take it away-

'Until you over come and accept what you did I cannot.. You must forgive yourself -

'I can't..' I cried to her.

'Than I cannot come back'
She vanished and left me all alone.

My wolf was out as I watched her scream and thrash out at Vikki.
Vikki screamed and cried for me as Jason held her back.

Vanessa ran in and tried grabbing me as my wolf scared her off by growling and yelling. She cried and held onto Amy screaming for me.

I couldn't even watch.

My darkness was dangerous.. She was out of control.

But how could I forgive my self.. How can I accept all that is happening.
I looked at my family .. My pack mates. I loved them so much but this was going to kill me.

How can I forgive my self from killing someone innocent .

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SHORT CHAPTER :3
I know!

That's only because well Melissa is gone and Bad ass wolf is out!

Vikki's chapter will be long!

Melissa is gone D:!
Do you think she can over come her fear's!

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