Mean Girls and Bad Boys

✓ CHAPTER 55: 9 years ago...

After 3 days...

Lez

I woke up in a room full of white. Bumangon ako mula sa pagkakahiga ko and felt that everything around me is new. No one is around. I stary moving my feet and got outside the room. Madilim. Papatay-patay yung mga ilaw. Not very far, I can hear some sobs. Palakas yun ng palakas until I saw a room. When I sneak inside, I saw a middle-aged woman crying in front of a dead body. Lumingon bigla sakin yung babae and to my surprise, it was Tita Vel, mom ni Allen. She rush towards me and from the look of her eyes, I can see na galit na galit siya.

"YOU KILLED HIM!" She was about to slap me when I close my eyes.

Suddenly, I can hear some different noises. Binuksan ko yung mga mata ko and I saw him. It's Allen. He was standing there in the middle of the crossing line. I was relieved that he wasn't dead. Lalapitan ko sana siya but... a car in a full speed hit him. I can't take to see him in that kind of state!! Tell me that he's not dead!! Tell me!!

Napabangon ako sa naramdam kong sampal sakin at hinawakan ko yung pisngi ko. Masakit. Inikot ko yung mata ko at saka ko lang narealized na nandito pala silang lahat... except him. But, first...

"Sinong sumampal sakin? Ang sakit nun ah." kalma kong tanong at hinimas ko nanaman yung pisngi ko. Aww, shit!

"Lez, naaalala mo kami?" nakakagulat na tanong ni Emi. Binigyan ko siya ng 'baliw-ka?' look. Sinong hindi magugulat sa tanong niyang wala naman sense?

"Anong pinagsasabi mo? Bakit ko naman kaya kakalimutan? Baliw ka na?" sagot ko sa kanya at tinarayan ko pa siya. Then, I realized my head was injured. Biglang humapdi.

Naramdaman kong may humawak sa balikat ko. Pagtingin ko, si Rj. "Di nga? Wala ka bang nakalimutan ni isang tao?"

"Wala pero may nakalimutan akong gawin. Yun ay ang ihulog ka sa bintana!" Napatingin ako sa kamay niya na nakahawak pa rin sa balikat ko. "Aalisin mo yan o puputulin ko yan?" sabi ko sa kanya at inalis naman niya agad.

"Sorry about the ambush nonsense questions." Kei said. "Buti naman at alam mo." sagot ko agad.

"We really thought na nawala nanaman yung memories mo because that was what the doctor said. But thank god, it didn't happen. Tama na yung sa Ian lang ang nakalimutan mo." Mien said in a worried tone.

Napabalik ako sa imahinasyon ko nang mabanggit niya si Ian. Back in my nightmare, I can really see na tinamaan siya ng sasakyan ... and he was dead? Bigla akong gumalaw sa higaan na ikinaalerto nila at pinigilan ako. Hindi pa rin ako tumigil. Sinubukan ko but the boys is too strong.

"Hey calm down. Bakit?" Ace said.

I didn't look at them and I can feel my anxiety. "Si Ian. Kailangan ko siyang makita." and force again myself to move.

"He's okay and hindi pa rin siya gising. So please Lez, wag ka munang malikot." Kei pleadingly said.

"WHAT IF HE'S DEAD?!" I said in an almost crying tone. I can't even imagine that!

"Lez!! He is not dead but yes, he is unconscious. All he has is a back injury." Mien said at hinawakan niya yung balikat ko.

I sigh and cry. "Everything... is my fault." I said and cover my face with my face.

Even from the very start, kasalanan ko na ang lahat. If I didn't committed suicide, none of this will happen. I did came in to my next life as I lost my memories but never niya akong kinalimutan. He was still looking for me. But now, I feel like I plotted this whole incident.

9 years ago...

After playing a flute with a sweet melody, I sat down at the rock which is placed at the edge of the cliff. Sinara ko yung mata ko and ipinakiramdam ko yung simoy ng hangin na dumadaan sa pisngi ko. After a few minutea, I just heard a step from behind me. Haha, tanga!