Mean Girls and Bad Boys

✓ CHAPTER 35: The project

Kei

Kasalukuyan kaming nasa van ngayon ni Assi. We're on our way home. As in dun sa permanent kong bahay. Ayoko muna sa dorm. I need some peaceful time para magisip para sa desisyon ko. Nakakadugo naman ng utak. Lucas wants a second chance. Pag tinanggap ko yun, paano na si Rj? He will soon to be recover after this. My eyes is on him. Lumalambot ang loob ko sa kanya ever since naging fiance ko siya pero, argh! Nagdodoubt ako dahil kay Lucas.

After arriving at my home, bumaba na kami ni Assi. Pinatawag ko si Nanny Sally and told her na pakainin na si Assi. I went to the living room at umupo dun.

"It looks like you're tired?"

I look around and I saw mom.

"I'm not tired. I'm thinking of something." I said and I sigh.

Umupo si mom sa harap ko. "Care to open?" she said and smile.

"Mom, paano kapag nagbreak kayo ng boyfriend mo and sa sobrang depressed mo, you went to some places para makamove on ka. Suddenly, naaksidente yung boyfriend mo kasi hinabol kanya sa airport pero binalewala mo yun. After two years, bumalik ka dahil magbabagong buhay ka and nalaman mo naman na nagkamemory loss siya. You keep accusing yourself kasi hindi mo matanggap yung nangyari sa kanya. Then, may boy na dumating sa buhay mo. That boy was so irritating, stupid, dumb and sooooo mayabang. Until, he's been part of your life. Then one day, he got into a brain cancer. Nalungkot ka siyempre. Inooperahan yung boy and it was successful. The doctor told you na pag nagising siya, it's either okay siya or may memory loss siya. Ofcourse, kinabahan ka. Kasi makakaencounter ka nanaman ng lalaking may memory loss. Then suddenly, itong boyfriend mo or should I say ex, bumalik siya and bumalik yung memories niya. He wants a second chance pero nagdodoubt ka kung tatanggapin mo ba yung second chance. So mom, sino pipiliin mo? Your exboyfriend who wants a second chance or the boy who was a really special in your life?"

Mom look at me confusingly.

"Paano ko mararanasan yan eh may asawa ako?"

"MOM!!"

"Okay, okay. Just joking. Alam mo kasi, mahirap pumili. Lalo na't ex-boyfriend mo at yung lalaking mahalaga sayo ang nagaagawan sa pwesto mo. Pwede ring ex-boyfriend kasi nung bumalik ako after two years and I found out na may memory loss siya, ofcourse nalungkot ako kasi nabura na yung memories namin sa kanya. It only means na mahal ko pa siya because of those little memories. Then he came back for a second chance. Don't miss the opportunity, dear. And pwede rin yung lalaking mahalaga sakin. Khloe, everyday we take only one step in our life. Kung dumating siya nung mga panahon na depressed ako sa exboyfriend, I could choose him over my exboyfriend. He could be my new present in my life. And if he's really special to me, there could be chance that I might fall for him. Swerte ako kapag mahal niya rin ako. He is my new life. See? Mahirap pumili. And khloe, kapag pumili ka na, doon mo lang malalaman kung sino talaga ang gusto mong piliin simula palang."

If RJ is really special to me, there could be a chance that I might fall for him. Bakit? Mahuhulog ba ako ng tuluyan sa kanya? Eh siya? Mahuhulog din ba siya sakin?0 It's so hard to tell. What about Lucas? Mom is right. Nalungkot talaga ako nung magkamemory loss siya kasi all of our memories to him is gone. Pero natuwa ako nung bumalik yung alaala niya. Hindi ko lang maexpress kasi, paano na si Rj?

"Lucas is still arranged to her fiance, Cath and Rj is still in the hospital. You still have time para magdecide. Goodluck." Mom said and left.

P-PAANO?!

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I'm currently taking a breakfast now and looking at my phone.

"Bakit wala ka kahapon?"