Cyden's Pov
I woke up with a heavy headache. My head is really aching. Too much. Fuck. I hate this. As I open my eyes I can see light from my window. Wait, my window? I'm on my room now? How come? The last time I knew, I was in a bar. Killing myself softly. Shit.
I feel like, I'm going to vomit so I ran to the bathroom. I can't call it run because I was too lazy to stand up but I still tried.
After I vomited, I looked at myself in the mirror. I'm such a waste. Tss. I just wash my face and mouth.
I go back at my room. I still feel dizzy. Fuck. My head is killing me slowly.
"Arrrrgh." I sat at the edge of my bed when I notice papers on my table. Kailan pa ko nagtambak ng mga papel dito? Tss.
I was about to throw it away in the trash can when I saw her name.
Tiningnan kong maigi kung ano ang mga papel na iyon. It was signed by her.
"Fuck." I can't help it but to cuss! Shit! This are fucking divorce papers! Damn. What I have done? Argh!
There's a piece of paper in the side. Agad kong kinuha iyon at I saw her hand written.
"Denden,
I'm so sorry sa lahat ng perwisyo ko sayo. Hindi ko naman alam. Kung sana sinabi mo umpisa pa lang na ayaw mo na talaga sakin, edi sana matagal na akong umalis. Ni ready ko na 'yang mga papel na 'yan pa. Akala ko hindi ko na magagamit pero mali ako.
Denden, all I want for you is to be happy. And if you think that being with is like living in hell, then I'm willing to let you go. Just be happy okay? I won't mind kung ayaw mo na sakin. Basta ito lang ang tatandaan mo. Mahal na mahal na mahal kita. Sobra. Na kahit ang sakit sakit na.
Take care of yourself. I love you. Until my last breathe.
-Your no longer Mrs.Montecillo "
"Argggggh! Fuck!" Nasipa ko ang mesa at tangina! Ano ba 'tong kagaguhang nagawa ko? Shit. This can't be. She can't leave me.
Dali dali akong lumabas ng kwarto. Para bang nawala ang sakit ng ulo ko at nagising ang diwa ko sa nabasa ko.
But I was stunned when I saw Lolo standing there and smiled at me when he saw me.
"Apo! I was about to go upstairs. Buti at bumaba kana. Where is Elaya? I miss her. I have lots of pasalubong for her. At syempre sayo rin naman apo. "
"Lolo." I don't know how to say it. Kahit ako hindi ko ineexpect 'to.
"What is it Apo?"
"Lolo." Nagtataka siyang kinuha ang mga papel na hawak ko. At nalukot ang mukha matapos tingnan iyon.
"Cyden! Anong ibigsabihin nito?! What have you done?!"
"Lolo. I'm sorry. I'll find her. I promise. I'll do anything just bring her home." Co'z I don't want to loose her. But I'm such a jerk. I know I have hurt her many times.
"Make sure of it Cyden. I've done my part. Don't waste the chance that I've given to you."
"Yes, Lolo."
"And one more thing."
"What is it, Lo?" He looked straight into my eyes and gently shake his head.
"I'm so disappointed at you. Tsk. Huwag mong asahang tutulungan kita sa paghahanap sa asawa mo. Do your part. As a husband." he coldly said and went to his room.
