Self-destruction isn't always look like taking too many pills or cutting your skin open. Sometimes it's drinking coffee when you know caffeine gives you panic attack. Sometimes it's crossing the streets without looking both ways. Sometimes it's showering with the water a little too hot. Sometimes it's avoiding eye contact with your reflection on the mirror or ridiculing your problems rather than addressing them. Sometimes it's re-reading the old conversation you had with someone you once loved though you know it'll only sink you in deeper. Sometimes it's walking out without sunscreen in scorching heat and wearing not enough when it's freezing out. Self-destruction isn't always physical mutilation, mostly it's masked as the little things so never assume what someone may be going through just because visible signs of suffering.
- an excerpt from gulaabs on tumblr, a whole paragraph of underrated truth.
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
memoir(^○^)
Casualeand i'll give away a thousand days just to have another one with you. (a scribbled down wound of a pessimistic seventeen).
