Me:
INI AKU MAU NGOMEL ABISNYA KAMU AKU BILANGIN KALAU MAU OPERASI TUH KABAR KABARIN AKU KAN AKU KHAWATIR INI CAPSNYA KALO BISA LEBIH GEDE UDH LEBIH GEDE TAU GAK POKOKNYA NTAR KAPAN OPERASINYA KABARIN BEBERAPA JAM SEBELUM OPERASI KABARIN KALAU UDH ENAKAN ABIS OPERASI KABARIN AWAS KAMU
Me:
you see distance sucks and i really want to be a good friends by taking care of you though i know you have a lot of people that willing to do that for you already. and if i could just like every family would do i'm willing to stay outside the operating room, waiting for hours, just to make sure you're okay--and you are going to be okay. things are going to turn out well so dont worry about everything. just take a good and nice rest POKOKNYA JANGAN BANYAK BEBAN PIKIRAN PIKIRIN AJA YG BIKIN SENENG ISTIRAHAT YG CUKUP MAKAN YG BANYAK JAGA KESEHATAN KAMU IH AKU GEMES
Me:
you will always have me around, oke? jadi kabarin aku, aku udh macam cowo posesif begini astaga i love you like a lot so im sending all the love from here to there. stay safe and healthy and kabarin aku and i'll send you a nice meranti keju on your recovery. i love you.
You:
MAAF HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA MAAFIN YA ALLAH TAPI AKU NGAKAK KAMU LUCU BANGET HUA PENGEN PELUK
You:
Jadi gini aku ceritain, tadinya operasinya mau rabu kemarin tapi karena satu dua hal tiba-tiba diundur. Dan kayanya pihak rumah sakit gaenak udah mundurin seenak jidat jadi aku dimasukin jadwal besok senin pagi.
You:
IT WAS HECTIC
IM SORRY
You:
gapapa besok kamu belajar aja yang bener okay? aku gabakal kenapa kenapa soalnya aku udah sehat fisik dan mental kok. im sending you love and prayers back from here to where you are. i love you too.
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ps. i hope everything goes very well to you because i really do care a lot about you and the fact that you're undergoing a major surgery terrifies me. it's been 5 hours, for god sake.
pss. i know the recovery's going to take a long time and there will come a point when you feel exhausted but you will always have me around. i promise.
psss. please wake up soon. i'm missing you already.
pssss. to everyone who's reading this, i hope you will also pray that things will turn out all right. thank you.
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
memoir(^○^)
Randomand i'll give away a thousand days just to have another one with you. (a scribbled down wound of a pessimistic seventeen).
