memoir(^○^)

ii. things that really need to be said

for the one that will never know about this writing, this one is for you.

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i like you and your sweet scent in the morning. when you just walk in front of me without even noticing, or i guess try not to notice.

i fall for you and your silly jokes that actually not funny at all. but you make me laugh, every single day. i dont even know why.

i love all the things that we do. especially when you intertwined our fingers and you will hide ours under the table so no one can it.

or when you pat my head when i feel unwell. or when you say you arent okay to get my attention. or you arent okay for real and i will run my fingers through your hair. it feels so nice.

i like the way you speak so differently to me, only me. you try to keep your voice as pure as it could be. i guess your voice already become my favourite sound.

i love it when we talk about random weird things and we will just laugh and keep talking. or when you cant stop being so cheeky and i cant help to laugh out loud and end up telling you are a liar.

i feel so deeply happy when you randomly text me, saying that i'm the best thing that ever happen to you. no one ever treat me like this before. and darling, i hope you know that you are the best thing that ever happen for me too.

it feels so funny when you never admit that you're jealous so you just go and pretend like nothing happen in front of me.

it feels so right when we just sit together in silent, you're fingers will randomly touch my cheek all over again. you never know that all you have done send me shiver through my spine, right? Its like the electricity touching me, sweetheart.

but mostly, i just love you. for every single word that you said, i love you for loving me. i love you for being so patient with me, i love you for making me feel worth it.i love you and your beautiful soul that never get tired of me and my selfish self. i love you for who you are. but after all,

i just love you.
too much.
and too much, can
hurt so much.