memoir(^○^)

(10) - 1 am

I'm forgetting you one by one, burying memories of you as if it was just a typical dream. It's all right.

So I try to awkwardly smile once again, but when your thick scent passes by me, I die. It kills me inside.

Stop thinking about her, stop missing her, but how can I erase you for today?

So I jump in my car, go for a ride.
Scream as if I'm crazy, with my hands in the air.

My friends say it's over, that it'll be okay as they comfort me with a smile. But I just want you by my side right now.

. * . * .

I remember your pretty eyes that let me go so coldly, as if it was nothing. But now I'm indifferent. If you can peacefully be happy, I'm okay with that. It's okay.

That's a lie, that's the truth. I get confused thousands of times a day. Should I start seeing someone new? I start to look, wandering here and there as if I'm crazy.

It's over now, it's okay. As if it's nothing, I talk about you. But the truth is I just want you by my side right now.

. * . * .

I mindlessly chat with them. Get drunk in the music, holding on to the end of the night as I dance.

And when I think of you, it's 1AM

As if I forgot you, I just start laughing. Spending nights with strange faces. Holding on to the end of the night as I dance ;

but when I think of you, it's 1AM.

- 1 AM, Taeyang (english version lyric).