"Have you ever felt a potential love for someone?
Like you don't actually love them and you know you don't but you know you could. You realise that you could easily fall in love with them. It's almost like the bud of a flower, ready to blossom, it's just not quite there yet. And you like them a lot, you really do. You think about them often but you don't love them.
You could though.
You know you could."
— a beautiful and extremely related passage that I found on Phosphenous OA.
( — note to self: maybe you just need to be more honest with yourself. what are you so scared of anyway? )

KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
memoir(^○^)
Randomand i'll give away a thousand days just to have another one with you. (a scribbled down wound of a pessimistic seventeen).