Behind The Smile

€HAPTER 40

Jiyong had been really stress since he working for Kwon Company.He had lots of new project to be done and everything must be perfect as his father was a perfectionist person like him.

"Jiyong..You can do better then this.I had told you to do it properly.Why are you still playing round?!You know we are handling a big company not the small game you play Jiyong!" His dad shout angry as the project that was release by Jiyong use lots of money but least people bought it.

"Come on Dad..I'm freaking tired!!Give me a break!" Jiyong shout and situation getting tense up.

"Jiyong..You better finish all the projects in good result or else I'm gonna do something you would regret in your life." Mr.Kwon smirking looking at Jiyong.

"What...what do you mean?!" Jiyong shout terrified with his father face.

"That little boy....Seungri isn't it??He look so nice and innocent..You know what I mean right?" Jiyong eyes popped out as his father know about Seungri.

"You..you can't touch him!" Jiyong shout scared he might hurt Seungri.

"I won't...If your reputation getting better..If not..I need to varnish that boy..Because he was the reason you are changing like this...I will kill anybody that become the obstacles for my company to rise up.Arraso?!" Mr.Kwon walk out arrogantly adding much more stress at Jiyong and now he had to think about Seungri safety.He need to do well.

At home,Seungri walk in the living room to meet Youngbae staring at him angry and worry.

"Seungri?Why are you absent today?Do you know how worried all of us?Where had you been?" Youngbae said in a scary tone.

"I'm...I'm just doesn't feel to go to school today.." Seungri lie looking at other place.

Youngbae walk toward him slowly making Seungri anxious and praying in his heart that Youngbae can never know he was sick or something.Seungri closed his eyes as Youngbae raise up his hand but he feel something soft on his forehead.Youngbae is checking on him.

"Hyu...Hyung..Your hand..Its cold.." Seungri said because he was having fever and Youngbae normal hand feel so cold making his head hurt.

"You are terribly bad at lying Seungri.....
...Really bad.." Youngbae said sigh then pick him up in bridal style and carry him to the bed.

"Why didn't you call me and said you are having fever Ri?At least I can take care of you..." Youngbae said bringing some pills and water.

"Its..ok...I can take care of myself...I'm big enough..." Seungri said then grab the pills away from Youngbae feeding him.

"Stop acting strong...You are just a baby..You can't live your life without depending on anyone...Its wrong.." Youngbae said trying to lecture Seungri that soon feel drowsy with the medicines and fall to sleep.

Youngbae just sigh again and put the fluffy blanket on Seungri then sleep beside him accompany Seungri to make sure he wasn't feeling lonely.He stare at Seungri figure.

'Seungri...You had been looking pale recently..Are you sick?Why are you never call me anymore?Why do you always had that sad look in your eyes?Is your healthy is ok?Are you stress?Why are you locking out yourself away..I had feel it too hard to reaxh you eventhough you are near to me..What happen Ri...Why did you live in other world that seems to far for me to reach...' Youngbae thought in his mind until he feel sleepy and fall asleep.

At 3 am in the morning,Youngbae eyes flutter open as he feel the bed bouncing a little but hard.

"Ri??" He rub his eyes and his eyes soon awake wide as he saw a figure on top of Seungri.

"Who...who are you?" Youngbae ask stuttering.

Youngbae focus his eyes and light a light struck to his heart,he saw the weirdest scene infront of him.

Jiyong was on top of Seungri,kissing his lips and making all the love bites at Seungri collarbone but Seungri was too drowsy with the pills to be awake.

"Kwon Jiyong what the fuck are you doing?!" Youngbae shout then kick Jiyong away until he fall on the floor.

"Who...Who is that...That was...disturbing me.." Jiyong said drunkly and laugh like a stupid maniac.

"Jiyong...You had been drinking again?" Youngbae ask shock.Its had been a while since Jiyong drink.And he usually drink if he feel the stress he can't handle anymore.

"Come on...Let's get you away from Seungri first...He is sleeping..Let's go..." Youngbae pick his bestfriend and help him to walk out from the room avoid Seungri from waking up.But they don't realize it.

Soon after Youngbae close the door Seungri open his eyes and look blankly to the roof.Tears was streaming out from his eyes.He can't believe Jiyong was kissing him in his sleep.And he come back home drunk.This is the first time he was like this.Jiyong had change so much.He almost like he can't recognize who is him anymore.He was not the lovely Jiyong anymore.

"Jiyong...What happen?Why did you become this bad?" Youngbae ask giving him a cup of water.

Then suddenly Jiyong cry his heart out.Youngbae know working must be really stressful for him.

"I feel...So...Scared Bae ah...My dad said he will hurt Seungri if I did bad in my project...I had work out so much...I'm really tired but I  can't make any mistake or Seungri will get hurt..I'm so lost Youngbae..I dont know what to do...I want to protect Seungri but at the same time I want to have a rest time for myself...All..All this is killing me..." Jiyong said crying badly.

Seungri just slide down his body to the floor hearing Jiyong confession.He was trying hard to control his sobbing.

'So...All this while I'm the reason Hyung are changing...i'm the person who change you into a monster hyung..I'm the one..I'm sorry..' Seungri tears can't stop rebuilding in his eyes.

'I'm the reason you are stress,your life become like this...If i wasn't here you can just work leisurely without pressure this bad..i'm sorry hyung..I thought being here I can help you...But...I'm just a burden to you...' Seungri walk over lifelessly to his bag and open it to find a paper of his weak heart disease.

'I'm sorry to hide this from all of you..I will loose up your burden now hyung..I will never tell you my problems..Anymore...I'm sorry..' Seungri wrench the paper and throw it under the bed to hide it away from anyone.He also adjusting all the pills and hide it well in the bag.

'Even if I die..I will never be a burden..Not more..' Seungri look at the drop-out school letter he just wrote few days ago.

'I'll stop using your money hyung..This is far  from enough..We need to stop all this drama and the time is now.' Seungri said determined to put an end to all this miserable things that stress Jiyong up.

TO BE CONTINUED.