Seungri hand shake slowly makig Jiyong wake up from his dreamland and he feel all the happiness he can have in the world when he saw the beautiful eyes of Seungri slowly opening and shining like an angel that just woke up.Seungri eyes try to adjust to the light and he stop and tears falling when he saw Jiyong happy face.
"Ri?" Jiyong call voice cracking.
"Hy...Hyung.." Seungri said weak but that enough for Jiyong to jump from his chair and hug Seungri tightly.
"Ri...Lee Seungri...Please don't scared me anymore...I beg you...Please...I can't live without you.." Jiyong said hiding his face in the crook of Seungri neck.
"I can't do it Seungri...I'm so worry that you will be gone...Please...Stay strong for me..I know I didn't deserve your loves anymore after what I had done..But I'm sorry for being selfish...I need you..Ri.." Jiyong said letting out everyhing in his heart.No more hiding because Jiyong had enough.
Seungri hand slowly bring it way then put it on Jiyong back and patting it slowly as he can't move too much and Jiyong feel so touch by that.
"You..had..done well...Hyung.." Seungri said smiling as he feel in heaven.He feel his body was floating for some reason.He don't care if this pain was going to torture him. If being sick means he can be with Jiyong,he was willing to die to live forever with Jiyong.
Jiyong pull over then put both of his palm on Seungri chubby cheeks and wipe the tears that was staining his face.
"Look..Who make my panda..Cry.." Jiyong and Seungri chuckle to the word panda.
Jiyong look into Seungri eyes and Seungri did the same.He miss him.He miss him that he think he could die soon with him.
"I really miss you Seungri." Jiyong came closer to Seungri face and kiss his forehead gently and not rushingly and Seungri close his eyes,feeling the loved from the gentle and passionate kiss from Jiyong for him.Jiyong pull away and whisper just enough for Seungri to hear.
"..i really do until..I feel I could die." Jiyong said then he came closer to Seungri face again and now he brushes his lips with Seungri's then put their forehead on each other's.
"I miss you too hyung..I really mean it..." Seungri said while closing his eyes avoiding the tears to stream again.
After the forgiving season,Youngbae,Daesung and Top came to visit Seungri.
"Yaah!!!Lee Seungri!!You naughty little kid!!" Youngbae shout as soon as he saw Seungri then run toward the boy that wish he can run and hide away now.Youngbae armlock Seungri head then literally tickling him everywhere.
"Ahahaha...Haha..Hyung...noo....Hahah..." Seungri laugh feeling ticklish.
"How could you left us like that without notice and even ignoring our phone calls and messages.You naught boy!!" Youngbae tickling him then glaring at him really angry in a cute way.
"Haha...Hyung...I just want to see...who care when I'm gone.." Seungri said again lying.
Then Top literally hit his head with his big hand.
"How could you do such experiment?Do you know how Youngbae and Jiyong become zombies when you run?They practically lost the track of time when to eat and sleep." Top said and Seungri practically glare at them back for not taking care of their body.
"Youngbae actually fainted when he receive the news you were found by Jiyong because he finally hapoy he can relax now." Daesung add and Youngbae hit his forehead with his palm embrassed.
"And to think that you didn't tell us about your weak heart..Anything to explain...Lee Seungri?" Top said them all of them including Jiyong look over to him serious and Seungri just can look all over the room but then he sigh.
"I have no more choices.I heard what Jiyong talk with Youungbae hyung that night when Jiyong hyung came home drunk.He said I was the reason he become stress because if he do bad in company,his father treats that I will be the repay for what he did...So I think its better if I go away and not being the reason for Jiyong hyung to stress up himself isn't it?" Seungri said lookind down at his palm.
Top,Youngbae,Daesung and Jiyong all keep on looking at each other then lastly everyone look at Jiyong giving him sign to speak to Seungri.They know,Seungri had a soft heart that can easily get touched by some harsh words.Jiyong walk slowly toward Seungri bed and take his hand and put it in his hand and hold it tight making Seungri look at his face with tears in his eyes glittering his cornea make it look so angelic and innocent.
"No...Yes back then I had been saying that you burden me and you make me stress.But,when you dissapear,I realize that i feel more stress up and then I finally realize,I stress wasn't because of you.Its is because the company.I realize all this while I can feel happiness just because you was there cheering and enduring all the stupid jokes I made and gone through everything with me through thick or thin." Jiyong sit on the bed try to be closer.
"And i realize..You just wanna try your best to make me happy isn't it?I need you back Seungri.You had made me feel my life was incomplete without you.You are like my oxygen and I can die if you are not here anymore." Jiyong said trying to make Seungri trust him back.
"Ri..We know Jiyong had done something bad in your memories,but..We really see he was changing when you are gone..He become thin,pushing every food we gave him,keep on drunking himself and blaming himself for the reason you left.He need you back Ri.Only you can help him come out from his mind dilemma.We can only ask the help from you." Top said and Seungri just look at Jiyong in the eyes.
"I..I never hate you Jiyong hyung..Never had the feeling of hating you at all..Hence I keep blaming myself for not being good enough to make you happy.I will come back hyung.I will come back to your arms." Seungri said then all of them make a big hug together and nobody realize Seungri tears fall.
'I will be inyour arms even that means I will die.I will die for you Hyung.I will protect you until my last breathe.'
TO BE CONTINUED.
GUYS...I'm back...I just want to say something here...I try my best to write a good stories but I realize it becoming bad because some of you guys keep forcing me to update fast which make me feel scared that you might hate me if I update slow.So here I wanna beg you,I write with my ideas coming in..I'm human too...I need to eat,Sleep,Rest,Leisure time and like a human...I can't just sit infront of my phone 24/7 to keep on updating.I know this sound like I'm angry but actually I'm upset.I think I was very active then others author that just update twice for two weeks.So..please...I'm not hating..Just give me some times to write good stories for you guys...I love you and I want the best for you to read kay?Love you guys ❤❤❤❤❤
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Behind The Smile
FanficLee Seung Hyun is a loser at school.Being hate by so many people cause a rumors was made by some haters to bring him down.He lost all his strength and believe and start to fall down.Nobody bother to help him until one day.A guy came and change every...
