Behind The Smile

€HAPTER 33

Seunghyun walk in the room after he was allowed by the secretary.He look at his brother that was not even looking toward him.

"Didn't I tell you Seungri to stop showing infront of me.I'm tired of just looking at you." Jiyong said sound so hard.

Seunghyun just stay silent to avoid Jiyong know it was him not Seungri.He walk beside Jiyong make he annoyed.

"What the hell!?I told you to stay away didn't I!?" Jiyong burst out shouting as he was feelig frustrated he can't hug or comfort Seungri anymore.

"Please..Leave me.." Jiyong said sound cracking.

"Why did you do all this hyung?" Jiyong eyes popped out and he quickly look toward the other body beside him.

"Hy..Hyun.." Jiyong said surprised.

"Hyung...I'm asking you...Why did you hurt Seungri?" Seunghyun ask eyes getting teary.

"Hyun..I don't want to talk about it...Please...This had something to do with dad..And you know him.." Jiyong said sitting on the chair tired.

"But that doesn't mean you can hurt him!How can you be so cruel toward him.Do you know?Every single words yous said to him?He keep on thinking about it every second.Its affect his so much!" Seunghyun shout crying.Yes.He feel sad.Really sad when he got to read Seungri mind.

"I...I doesn't mean it...It just..to make him stay far away..I..I don't want him to get hurt...I'm scared..Hyun..I don't want to lost him...Like how I lost you.." Seunghyun was taken aback and crying hard.

"Please...I beg you...don't let Seungri miss me or love me anymore..It will just hurting him..Don't tell him any truth or it will more painful for him." Jiyong said wiping away Seunghyun tearing eyes when his eyes was also crying.

"And if I let him being in danger..That's mean...You are also in danger Seunghyunie.." Jiyong said then hug him inhaling Seungri sweet smell that he miss so much.

"I'm really sorry...But...This is the best..For everyone..." Jiyong said then pulled away from the hug and look away.

"Now...If you please...I hope you understand.." Jiyong motion his hand toward the door signing for him to leave but instead he receive a backhug from him.

"Seunghyun..Let me."

"I miss you hyung...I'm sory but I miss you so much..Jiyong hyungie.." Jiyong shut his eyes and feel his heart beat fast as soon as he heard Seungri voice.

"Let me go Seungri." Jiyong said sternly and try hard not to turn his back and hug that little boy that he had missed so much.

"Let me go I said!!" Jiyong harshly pulled Seungri body away make that boy lost his stability and his his back body on the wall hard.

"Auch!" Seungri shout the slide to the floor weak.

"Hyung...Why?Why did you speak so nice with Seunghyun but act like this toward me?Hyung..Did...did i do anything wrong?" Seungri ask crying on the floor.

"I don't need you Seungri.I speak good to him cause he was my real brother.Not fake one like you." Seungri feel pain again.

"If only you would dissapear easily.It won't be this hard for me." Jiyong said turning away hiding his crying face.

"I'm sorry..I..I always burdening you..i know that well..I'm...I'm really sorry hyung..Thank you for taking care of me hyung until now.." Seungri stand up weakly try to support his body.

"I'm sorry if my visit here disturb you..May I...Ask one last hug from you hyung?" Seungri said smiling weakly.

"Don't make it more hard to say goodbye can you?I don't have time for all this sicknening thing!" Jiyong shout frustrated cause he really want to hug him but his patient was getting on his nerve.

"I'm..Sorry...I hope you will life well...Jiyong hyung.." Seungri said looking last time at Jiyong face and figure that was now making eye contact with him.

Jiyong can see pain in Seungri eyes.As well as Seungri can see it in Jiyong eyes.Seungri walk out from the room and burst out crying in the elevator as he was holding up himself from crying so much in Jiyong room.

'Goodbye..hyung..' Seungri thought lastly looking at the big building before ride in the van with others.

"Seungri...Is everything ok?" Youngbae ask somehow he feel weird when Seungri just smile and said he was just fine and the sunlight that break through the glass window make his face..Shining.

"Hyung...can we get some cottong candy?" Seungri ask make all of them shock.

"Why suddenly cottom candy?" Daesung ask curious.

"No...I just miss eating it.." Seungri said shy.

"Alright!!The journey for cotton candy begin now!!" Top suddenly said like a small child and all of them just laugh funny.

They spend the rest of the day with Seungri.They went to check out various cotton candy as well as Seungri was playing with Daesung at the Doraemon shop they found which make.Youngbae and Top wait like one hour outside the childish shop.

Later they went to the wine shop which make Daesung and Seungri sneak out to ghe nearest cafe and buy icecream when Youngbae and Top can't search for then after an hour of choosing wine.

They all then play at the game shop which had lots of machine fighting game and all of them were letting Seungri win cause he always act pro when he win which is extremely cute.

They were all enjoying themself and help Seungri to forget all the problems he had.After reaching the apartment,they all send Seungri and Youngbae until their front door.

"Hyungie!I had lots of fun today!Thank you so much!" Seungri said cutely then hug Top tightly.Like.He was saying the last goodbye and make Top feel uneasy.

"Next time!Top hyungie need to bring Daesung and Youngbae hyung there again ok?You need to take care of them as you are the oldest ok??I love hyung so much.." Seungri said silently cry but he quickly wipe the tears fast.

"Daesung hyung!You are so cute today!Remember the doraemon things I gave you?You need to take care of it alright?Top hyung will buy you lots in future.Right Top hyung?" Seungri said looking at Top as saying to him please make Daesung happy.

"Thank you hyung..Stay cute and kawaii alright?" Seungri said then pinch Daesung cheeks and somehow the feeling of uneasy arrise too in his heart.

"Remember the bracelet I gave all of you guys?Take care of it ok??" Seungri said then all of them lift up their hand smiling and showing it to him.

"Byebyee hyungiee!!" Seungri shout cutely saying his last goodbye that nobody know.

"Youngbae hyung...What are you doing there?" Seungri ask as he saw Youngbae walk in the kitchen.

"Uhm?Cook?" Youngbae said grabbing a pan.

"Noo...Spend this night with me..I'm scared and cold.." Seungri whine cutely hugging Youngbae like a little child.

"Seungri...Are you ok?" Youngbae ask suddenly.

"Why?" Seungri reply.

"You are acting somehow strange.Are you thinking of anything bad.Better don't." Youngbae said warned him.

"I'm not thinking anything hyung.." Seungri mumble hiding his face.

When nobody know how hard he was fighting with his mind not to tell anyone or act weak.For the last time,for the last timw he want to make everyone happy and spend their time with him to the fullest.For this last one.

TO BE CONTINUED.
Readers...be ready to fall crying and hating me...Author getting teary now...I miss everyone but somehow lots of you are leaving...I'm sorry again :'(