026: Maiden of Solitude

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This poem has been inspired by one of my frenemies (I’m totally serious right now, so don’t react with all that I say; just listen.) I mean, this frenemy of mine is like an on-and-off flashlight, because I can’t even imagine how much time and effort I’ve wasted just to guess if this person is in a good mood or not. I mean, it’s so freaking me out right now because this person always gets in my nerves like a dementor from the ghastly Azkaban, sucking my soul out until I’m finished. Why I am mad is because I treated this person as one of my close friends, only to throw each possibility of becoming closer, and isn’t that so annoying? I mean, I’m really mad at this person, but now, I just feel cold about it, because this person also feels cold about me, which I think is true because this person is cold to everyone else. Anyway, no offense, because this is what others feel about you, too, but nevertheless, I’ve forgiven you already and I just stated what I’ve felt in the past, so if you ever notice that this poem about you, I’m truly sorry, but you just seem like empty each day, that is why I’m trying to reach out in a nice way. I hope you understand in a nice way, too.

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MAIDEN OF SOLITUDE

Invis’ble stands between us

Of touches yet unknown

Or fires that rage amongst us

In tainted roses grown

A cube of small existence

Or bleeding tears of pain

Has she a footnote written?

Or scribbled so in vain?

A dust of worthless sparkle

Beneath a cloud of hail

Has she abandoned me now?

Or cried the hundredth wail?

A flower growing daily

But aging so much more

Has she a scent of grieving?

Or deeper than before?

A tower in the middle

Of wars and ashes cold

Has she a letter for me?

Or novels kept untold?

A walking note of sadness

In gently folding hair

Has she a pearl in her hand?

Or left her hanging there?

A winter moon of silence

Sings lowly in her voice

Has she shed so much anger?

Or made such desp’rate noise?

A string in flaming sorrow

Of fleeting edge to sweet

Has she a bitter dreadlock?

Or fell on her own feet?

A concrete mourn in blankets

Of shadows and of fake

Has she been sleeping throughout?

Or sleeping while awake?

She slept a whole millennium

And words were found in me

Compassion has not touched her

Till I were touched with she

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