Tears Per Lines [Poetries]

The Fall Of 2014

The Fall Of 2014
Words by: Via Aiv / QueenSandok
Date posted: August 26, 2017, 9:12 pm

January, when I started to make a distance
February, when I tried do just a single glance
March, I already accepted the changes
April, I forced myself not to turn back pages
May, when I was afraid to enter
June, when the fear I finally conquered
July, that was the time I liked you
August, I fell so deep into you
September, you pulled me closer
October, I fell deeper
November, I realized what was the real shit
December, I did quit.
Yes, I did what I did on January
Yes, I made a space between you and me
Yes, I tried to forget you
Yes, it was hard for me to do
And yes, until now, I am still in love
But no, you didn't love me back
I am in love without you
You never noticed my feelings for you
I never said I love you
But I heard it accidentally from you
But I walked backward
You didn't try to run forward
That was on the fall of 2014
When I chose not to love him
And the next day, until today
We separate our ways
That was the last day