home sick

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Shawn's P.O.V

Sitting on my tour bus with Shannon we were parked behind the arena I was going to be performing in tonight. Just hanging out until around lunch time when I had to get ready for sound check.

Leaving the bus I went inside and started to get ready for my soundcheck. Walking down the long halls of the arena I was trying to find my way to the stage. Following the signs they had set up pointing in the direction of the stage I went out and saw Andrew waiting for me.

"Hey Shawn, you ready?" he asked.

"yeah, let me just grab my mic and i'll be set" I smiled walking backstage.

Coming back out with my mic I performed a few of the songs I would be doing tonight while the sound guys played with their equipment. Finally being able to leave the stage I was more than happy to be heading back to the bus.

On the way down the hallways I could feel tears spring to my eyes. I didn't want to cry. I couldn't. Walking faster I started to wipe my tears on the sleeves of my hoodie.

Shoving the big doors in front of me I walked outside into the sunshine and back onto the bus. Shutting the door a little harder than I intended to I saw Shannon jump a little.

"sorry Shannon. I didn't mean to scare you" I sniffed.

"it's okay" she smiled. "Are you okay?" her smile disappeared.

"I think i'm homesick and staying up late every night and all the stress doesn't help" I smiled sadly.

Sulking I trudged past Shannon and went to the bunks at the back and crawled into mine.

"Shawn" she called softly. "it's going to be okay" she came over.

"doesn't feel like it"

"what if we called your family would that help?" she asked while rubbing my back.

"sure" I smiled a little.

The rest of the afternoon we spent facetiming my parents and sister.

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