Shawn Mendes Imagines 2

I hate you

Y/N's P.O.V

Coming home from a long day at University I sighed and went to start making myself dinner. Calling out to Shawn to see if he was home yet I got no response.

Hey babe i'm home! Where are you?

I texted him.

I'm just at the studio i'll be going out after with some of my friends, i'll text you later xx

okay :)

Sitting down at the table I sighed as my frozen dinner was heating up in the microwave. I didn't actually care that Shawn went out with his friends but what bothered me was that he would tell me last minute.

Grabbing my food out of the microwave I brought it back to the table with me and started eating. I eventually turned on the tv because I hated the silence. Watching episode after episode of The Simpson's i'm sure my brain was melting.

It felt like forever until Shawn finally came home. I'm sure I had watched around four hours of The Simpson's.

"your home late tonight" I got off the couch.

"yeah whatever" he tossed his jacket on the floor.

I knew he was drunk, I sighed and ran my hands through my hair.

"Shawn?"

"what!" he snapped.

"your drunk"

"I am not!" he stumbled into the kitchen and started looking for food.

"Shawn, you have to go to sleep."

"Y/N! stop nagging me" he started walking over to me and pinned me up against the wall.

Looking up at him I was a little scared he had never done something like this before. Something must have ticked him off when he was out tonight.

"Shawn. stop your scaring me" I tried to push him off me.

"Then stop pestering me Y/N, If I wanted that I would go home to my mom"

He slapped me. Shoving me hard away from him I fell to the floor and looked up at him. I could see his facial expression change.

"Y/N, i'm so sorry"

"no please just don't touch me"

I got up off the floor and just looked at Shawn.

"Y/N please"

"Shawn" I let the tears fall.

"I never thought I would say this but Shawn Mendes I hate you" I cried and ran to our room.

Locking the door I slid down the back of it and just sobbed.

"Y/N, please let me in" I heard him sniff.

"you don't know how sorry I am"

"Shawn if you were sorry you wouldn't have done it in the first place" I shouted.

"Y/N.." I could hear him start crying.

I really didn't want to talk to Shawn right now. Making sure the door was locked I got up and went to try and sleep. Right now I didn't want to see him or hear what he had to say so I figured sleeping was my next best option.

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So umm hate is a strong word please don't even use it :(

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