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After some time I felt his hand tapping on my shoulder and I opened my eyes.We have stopped our car in front of a luxurious restaurant I am from Bangalore I have never seen this restaurant before.It was enormous and the ambiance itself is telling that it will be expensive.I turned to face and he was unbuckling his seat belt when I found his face.
"This looks like an expensive restaurant. We will go and eat somewhere which has good food at reasonable price".I said rubbing my now sleepy and tired eyes and looking at the restaurant to make sure that it was expensive or not.
He smiled attracting my attention.He looks lovely whenever his lips curl up to form a smile.The look he possess when he is smiling mischievously cause my heart to flutter without any specific reason in particular.I heard him say "It's fine Princess.Your husband can afford this kind of restaurant. I have heard that food here will be too good.Let's not think of expenses when we know that this might make us happy."
I was not fully satisfied with his logic.I said showing my disagreement "We can't have each and every thing which we like right?Some times we indeed should see whether that is under our expenses or not." He nodded and said "I will surely keep that in mind princess.But for now please have dinner with me here.I know you didn't have proper food from the moment you came to know about your dad.Or may be even from a few days before also"
He is right.My hunger died few days back when I saw him in hospital hugging her.I haven't had solid food from that day.I used to be a foodie and my anger and sorrow will always be resolved with food.Whatever food that is and whatever time it is food always helped me to swing my mood from bad to perfect.But these days my mind didn't even think about food as the only way I can feel happy or relieved is Vikranth.
As I know that I can't find my relief now as I can't possibly force him to love me or something I thought having a luxurious meal might help me shift from my sorrow mood to happy one.And a meal with him will truly bring me some amount of pleasure and I am not planning to miss that now.I nodded agreeing with him and we both went inside that spectacular restaurant. He has already reserved a seat and we went and sat there.I am not sure when he reserved that table.
The table he reserved is inside one sweet cubicle which is completely decorated with beautiful lights and chandeliers. There was a big long table in the middle of the room and completely covered by a cute linen cloth.The walls are decorated with lovely paintings which are too nice such that they can set the mood of the people who watch them while eating here.The lights were lightly made dim as soon as we sat on the table.They have started playing live music and to my surprise the songs that were playing were all my favorite ones.
Once I got settled the waiter came and started serving the food.The dinner course here consists of 6 sets of servings it seems.She explained me what and all will come in all those servings.First will be Indian starters,next will come Chinese,Third will come Italian,4th will be French and 5th will be main course of our choice.Choice here is in between hell lot of things.And finally desserts will be the last and 6th set of serving.This whole process will be for a period of 5 hours.When she completed saying this I was shocked knowing the fact that how in the world can one spend 5 hours only on dinner.
Seeing my shocked expression Vikranth asked with a sharp frown on his face "What happened Princess?You didn't like this place?" I can see the tension in his expression.I immediately said shaking my head vigorously "Liked?I loved this place.This is the first time in my life i felt this much thrilled and that too this is my favorite subject after all." Seeing his question mark face I explained "Food.Food is my favorite subject and I just love eating"
He laughed turning his almost disappointed expression to a happy face and he said "I know Princess.That is the reason I have planned this.I thought of telling you about this yesterday only and today morning also I tried but.." I stopped digging into my plate and turned to face him.Even though I am enjoying this exclusive meal I still have to clear or confront so many things with him. I kept my spoon beside and turned my entire focus in his direction asking him to continue whatever he was trying to say now.
"You snapped at me today morning princess.I know that my relationship with Meghna will always be a problem to you but whenever you talk with me like that I will feel like being crushed" he said and his voice is full of sadness and he was not even looking at me while he was talking.
"Like that means?Showing my anger?" I asked trying to make sure what he means by that.If his answer is yes I will be more angry now as I am not at all okay with the idea of he being upset of me raising my voice when I was angry.I have full right to be angry and to notify him when I was angry.
But his answer made me speechless."I will feel bad and speechless whenever your eyes were filled with tears Princess.I don't mind even if you snap at me or scold me or beat me also but you crying or getting hurt because of me will always make me feel bad and it hurts me more."
"Then why are you doing such things that make me cry or feel bad?" I asked trying to eat my favorite ice cream even though I don't feel like having more.
"I don't Princess.I will never do anything that will make you feel bad.I promised your dad that I will make you forget him and that I will take care of you.I will never ever go out of that promise." He said.
I know he was serious and all the words that he said now came out of his heart and he meant that.But I was not happy after hearing those words.It felt like whatever Meghna told was correct.Our marriage was out of a promise that he made to my sick father.That means I was a gift of charity to him and as that person was his relative he might not have felt in that manner.
But that is the truth.Even though he makes me feel so many things and make me want so many things this is all a help that he is offering to my dad.Nothing more than that.This is not love.I am not his love and here I am fallen in love with him deeply and I can not make him feel the half of that feeling.I truly am miserable.
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