Wedding diary (Complete)

86.The rollercoaster ride

"What are you talking about princess?I didn't get you . This is not about London thing right? This is about something more." He said and I got up from there and started moving towards balcony.

"Where are you going princess? I need an answer now." He asked stoping me with his hand.

I took that hand out of his capture and moving that towards my hair I said "I need air. I am suffocating here. Please."

He didn't stop me this time but slowly came after me to balcony. We both didn't speak for some time but after some 20 minutes I broke that silence.

"Don't panic and stop me in middle as I need to complete whatever I had in my mind." He nodded and stood beside me keeping safe distance between us.

"It's about Meghna." I felt his body getting stiffen beside me but he didn't stop in middle. " Sanjay.. is Meghna's brother." He turned towards me as if trying to ask who the hell is Sanjay?

"Kavya's boyfriend. The one with whom she has issues. I discussed about this with you. Remember.?" And he nodded without answering.

"They broke up because of us. In fact because of me. I talked with him Vikrant. He is not ready to take Kavya back unless I get out of your life."

He is still maintaining his silence but his face is colourless and his fists are curled up and he is definitely trying to maintain his cool.

"You can talk now. I told whatever I have to tell. I am trying to discuss about this from so many days. "

"What do you expect me to tell to this? I didn't leave his sister by choice princess and you too know that. If he loves my sister truly then he will mend his ways and mind for sure."

"Kavya loves him Vikrant. So much. She will get shattered by this. I am sure about that. They have been in love from some 3 years I guess. It will be difficult for them."

He smiled at that and turned to face me " So you are okay with leaving me for them? I mean you are talking as if ours is not love and we are not at all bound to be together."

Do I? I don't know. But why the hell is he reacting in this cool dude way.? I didn't expect him to be this much cool about this and what did he mean by that. It sure is difficult for me to leave him but I am okay to do that because of his sister's happiness.

"Why are you not choosing between me and your sister.? I thought you will jump into that as soon as I tell you this. But here you are trying to blame me for all of this shit."

"Choose between you and Kavya? What the hell was that supposed to mean princess. Why should I choose between my wife and my sister for one ignorant fellow who don't know about love and it's importance?"

I was shocked. Really. He was not choosing between me and his sister and that means I am no less than his family. It feels nice to know that.

"I don't know what to say Vikrant. I just thought differently but you were behaving entirely different. I am shocked actually. I thought you will struggle to decide what to do and I thought. "

He didn't allow me to finish whatever I was struggling to say but indeed he pulled me closer and hugged me tight and I was unable to complete my words.

"I love you princess and most importantly we are married. What do you expect me to do? To leave you? How do you imagined that dear? I can't even think about being away from you for three days and that's why I have taken you to Delhi for three days."

"But you left Meghna. For me. For my dad. For whatever reason that is .. you left your planned career . So I thought for Kavya. You will leave me."

His body got stiffened and he held my both hands and brought me to his eye sight level."Why princess? Why do you keep comparing you with Meghna? You both are entirely different for me . We are married princess. Tied together. I promised your dad and you in front of a lot of people. I can't leave you ever."

"But. You have to now. I am not going to come to London Vikrant. I just can't. I am really happy that you have reacted this way for Sanjay's matter but still I can't possibly leave my whole life here and come to London with you."

"We can start a life there princess. A new one and that will be the final one. Just make your mind. Please."

I hugged him hard. I was really in deep love with this person but I too have and want some identity. I can't be someone's daughter or someone's wife for my whole life. I can't do this but I can't break this beautiful man's heart just like this.

I kept my head on his chest and tightened my arms around him and he returned that and tightened his grip around me.

"Can we discuss this tomorrow? I am really tired Vikrant. I need to sleep now."

"You know that we don't have enough time princess. Tomorrow is Thursday and we have to leave by Friday. We have to do so many things and we definitely will not get time to discuss tomorrow."

I sighed and without breaking our hug I said "Can I tell you a way.? I just thought about this and I guess this will work good in our case."

"What was that?" He asked without leaving me or trying to break our contact.

"Hmm. You go ahead Vikrant. Just go there and settle down. You have an immediate visa or something and I don't even have those. Let me complete my studies and then I will join you. I will think about a way to find a job there in London and I guess you can help me with that. But for now please go ahead."

"I can't princess. I can't leave you here. I just can't."

"You have to Vikrant. This is what I want and this is what that makes me feel better in all possible ways. I just can't be someone else who I am not or don't want to be."

"You don't want to be my wife?"he asked and his voice is broke and blunt. I am not in his arms any more and he kept me in one hand distance and his gaze is literally piercing me now.

"That's not what I mean Vikrant. I just want to be Ameya for few days of my own life. I like no I love being your wife and my dad's daughter but still I just don't know I can leave me back here and come with you all of a sudden. I need time Vikrant. Please."

He moved a little back leaving my shoulders and he rubbed his face with his hands as if he is trying to break down the tension that is forming here.

"Okay. Let's do this. Take your time. How much time you want you can take. I will not stop you." Thank God he understood. He walked a little away from me as is trying to find some suitable words for whatever he wants to shoot at me.

"But let's wait together. This promotion can wait. My dream can wait and London can wait too. If my wife and love of my wants to wait so yeah I can wait." Saying so he came near me and without any warning he captured his lips with mine.

Author's note: I know ,I know you guys will be very very angry on me. I have been very very late with my updates but trust me I am very busy with my office work and my brother's marriage things and I literally am not getting any time to do this. But I promise I will not repeat this and I will be more frequent in my updates. I don't know this is good or bad but this book is coming to an end and I really wanted to know your opinion on this turn of events. How do you feel and what do you think they should do about this?

Thank you guys for your tremendous support and I love you guys a lot. I will try my level best to make updates more frequent. I am sorry for this late update. I mean it. Love you guys and thank you so much.