Wedding diary (Complete)

80.Might be?

I was shocked by his sudden change of mood.He was depressed till now and I was the main reason for his depression.He should be angry on me ideally but here he was kissing me and I can't ignore what he was doing with his hand on my waist.I felt his hand tightly grasping my waist and it hurt ed.His lips were still busy on my mouth and I slowly gave my agreement to that.

He licked along my bottom lip and I opened up for him allowing him the access we both want.He explored my mouth,breathing his fire into me setting me on fire from inside out.And then he broke our kiss and pressed his lips to my ear,his hands holding me tightly against him.He kissed at the edge of my ear making me gasp with excitement.

He was looking at me,His brown sexy eyes were so bright that they were making me go blind with its intensity.He moved little closer and I thought he was going for another round of kiss on my lips and so I closed my eyes waiting for that.But I felt his lips on my nose.He kissed me on my nose and that made me chuckle.I slowly opened my eyes and found him already staring intently into my eyes.

"I can kiss you for hours princess.I love the taste of you.And you know what angel I know that you enjoy that too."Saying so he gave me a quick peck on my lips and started walking again.Once we reached the room he made me stand on my feet and I turned away to go to cupboard but he stopped me by grasping my hand and made me turn towards him.

When I was very close to him he slid his hand around my waist pulling me more closer.He kissed on my forehead and I closed my eyes for that.He moved little closer to my ears and then said "Anything is bothering you princess?I have a feeling that you love me too but you are controlling yourself for some reason.Is it because of your studies?"I didn't answer for that.

He left my ear and came face to face to me.He placed his hand on my cheek and caressing that he asked "What is it Princess?If there is a problem we can work that out together.No need for you to handle that alone.I married you and we have to solve our problems together.Is it something to do with your dad?"

I raised my eyes to look at him and he was very serious and caring about all this.He got the feeling that something is bothering me.But how?I managed it very carefully.Is it because of my sudden outburst when he confessed in that mirror room.When he found that I am not going to answer his questions he said while moving his finger over my cheek as if he is running my cheek "Why can't you love me back?Is my love not enough or Am I not enough?"

That question triggered me.I was managing till now but this particular question caught me by my throat.I pushed away his hand that is on my face and hugged him hard rolling my hands around his neck.I lowered my face into the crook of his neck and tried my level to bite back the tears that were stinging my eyes.

He stroked my hair with one hand and his other hand is firmly holding me from moving away to him."What is the problem Princess?"He asked again.God why can't he leave the topic.What should I do such that he will leave that bloody topic.My stupid mind thought of only one way.I moved away from his hug.I removed my hands from his neck and now my hands were on his chest holding him tightly above his shirt.

He was looking at me confused as he was not able to guess what was going on in my mind.I closed my eyes once to compose myself and that was a mistake because that made one tear escape from my eyes.He saw that.I can tell how much worried he was by the way his hands tightened on my waist and hip.He removed his hand from my waist and rubbed that tear away from my eyes.I know what was going to come now.He was going to ask the reason and I was not ready to give that to him now.

When he opened his mouth to ask about that tear and my problem I didn't allow him to speak.I lunged forward and tightening my grip on his shirt I closed the gap between us and kissed his lips.He was taken back because of my sudden reaction but leaned into it.His one hand dug into my hip while the other pushed on the center of my back,arching me up so he can take full access of my mouth.