Fat Girls Romance

Your Introduction

     "I sit back and think about the life I've had, so much to change, but I can't go back" -Hollywood Undead, "Gotta Let Go"

     Ok, so, now you know some things about me but you haven't heard all you needed to hear. You will just have to wait and see what happens because this is my life and your just reading it. 

      Let's get this shitty story started. We'll start at my morning.

      I wake up at 6:30 a.m. to get to school by 7:45 a.m. I go to my first period red or white day, it depends. I sit there and just think inside of my head. I like to be inside my head because it's an escape from my reality, but I also hate it. We'll get into why I hate it later.

      After being bored in my first period I head to second period. Which changes as well depending on red or white days. Either way I have acquaintances in both classes. I will sit there and be bored to death. Then head to third period.

      I have many good acquaintances in third period, which is Science, the worst class of my day next to Social Studies. My teacher is awful. He sucks. I had a really good teacher for Science before he came along but she left to have a kid. Now I'm stuck with my annoying teacher who makes me want to kill myself. Then fourth period. 

     Social Studies. I know I have the two worst classes one after the other. I get to fall asleep in two classes. I sit next to one of my acquaintances in that class the other one is across the room. Once again I sit there and listen to what the teachers says and it goes in one ear and out the other. Then the bell rings and here comes my second favorite part of the day.

      Lunch. I sit with many of my acquaintances at lunch. I get the same slice of pizza everyday. I sit in the same seat every day. Two of my acquaintances are dating so now my lunch table is full of awkward energy. I usually just sit there and listen to what they say while I pretend like I'm staring off into space. Then the lunch attendants rush us out of the cafeteria like they have anything better to do that they need us gone so fast. Then fifth period.

      ELA or language arts. I have mainly three acquaintances there. That class I actually listen in. I like reading and writing. I'm good at that, obviously, I'm writing this for you right now, and it's damn good. Then sixth period.

      Once again it depends on a red or white day but it's either gym or health. Health is fun because we're watching The Fosters and gym is alright because I have a lot of acquaintances in my gym class. Then the last period of the day and my all time favorite.

      Math!! I'm good at math but I'm not in honors because I'm not that good and I like math. Then I go home on the bus with my brother and I walk my dogs and shower. The rest of my day is dedicated to watching videos and facetiming with my acquaintances. 

      That's my everyday. Pretty boring. That's just what I have to go through if I want to become a mechanic and a NASCAR driver when I get older. There's most things about me. 

      I never got into why I don't like to be inside my head. Long story short. I have depression. I write random thoughts to random people on a website because it lets me know someone is there. There you go stay tuned for the next chapter.