"I find ways to disappear, And my words are never clear, I gotta find a way to face the things I fear, I'm not good at letting go, I can't stand to be alone, Are you the light that leads me down the road? Can you take me home?" -Palisades, "Ways to Disappear"
I don't know about you guys, but I could name so many people that make me want to disappear. It's like you put your trust in someone and then they can't be bothered to show up. It hurts. Maybe they don't realize how much them showing up means to me, but it means a lot more to me than anything else. I was already dealing with something rough and they made it worse by not bothering to show up. I just wanted to see a movie with my 2 friends. He said he'd be there, but when it counts, they aren't around. It's these types of people who make me want to disappear. They are so selfish and they don't do anything for anybody unless they get something out of it. I can't be bothered to deal with people who are a waste of my time because they can't be bothered to do one of the easiest things to do, which is showing up. You can't take the time out of your day to join me and one of your best friends at the movie theatre to enjoy a fantastic movie? You are just like every other low life who asks if you want them to come, you say you want them there and they just abandon you at the entrance and make you late for something you would have been on time for. I just can't stand people. Some people can go fuck themselves.
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Fat Girls Romance
Non-FictionGrace is an overweight teenager. She has acquaintances, not friends. She has crushes but shut them down when she sees what they are really like. All Grace wants is romance, but she feels that she will never get it because she is overweight. This is...
