"Even when I'm high, I still feel low
Voices in my head won't leave me alone
I keep falling, falling
Over the edge, In over my head again
I'm so damn low
-I Prevail, "Low"
At my highest point in life, I still feel so low about everything. I can't do anything right. I try my best only to fail. I study hard and fail in the end. What's the point? Why do I work and try so hard at things when I know I'm going to fail in the end. I'm wasting my fucking time. I could cheat on tests and still fail. No matter what I do I was always meant to be a failure. I feel so proud of myself when I've studied hard and then I get to the test and realize that I needed to study even harder. I can't fucking win.
I'm so tired of doing things and getting nothing out of it. I take a test and my grade drops I turn in papers and my grade still drops. I try to blame it on the teachers by saying they just don't like me. I know it's going to be my fault in the end. I'll never have straight A's. Ever I can't even keep all A's and B's. There's always a C in there somewhere. Fuck studying. Fuck school. In the end, it was a waste of time anyway.
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Fat Girls Romance
Non-FictionGrace is an overweight teenager. She has acquaintances, not friends. She has crushes but shut them down when she sees what they are really like. All Grace wants is romance, but she feels that she will never get it because she is overweight. This is...
