"I don't wanna hold you back anymore, no, And you don't wanna live with the guilt of leaving me behind, no, You know I'd be lying if I said we were meant to be, So let's just move on and say goodbye to you and me" -Memphis May Fire, "You and Me"
Recently, I've only been talking to a few people. I talk to Kenzie and sometimes Liz. I talk t Courtney if she talks to me. Of course, I talk to my acquaintance Maya every day. I think she's had enough of me though, she seems to have less patience with me each day. If I were kind of friends with me like she is I would get tired of me too. I'm always tired of myself because that's the kind of person I am. My huge crush on Sean has disappeared mostly because I just gave up. I don't believe in those types of things anymore. Relationships just aren't important and crushes just give you a reason to always be nervous around a person. I guess I've been shutting a lot of people out lately. I must admit I'm kind of loving it. I'm having more time t worry about myself instead of giving a shit about the drama that everybody else likes to get themselves involved in. Freshman year is supposed to be the year of new friends and new experiences. I don't know about you guys, but I'm happy to sit this year out and focus on what is important. Grades. I need to get a scholarship to a good college because unlike most of the kids in my school, my parents can't pay for my college education because I decided to fool around in high school and fuck up my grades. I'm happy to focus on what is essentials to the rest of my life and it's not drama, not friends, and not some crush on some douchey guy who happens to have amazing eyes. I'm saying goodbye to my dreams and many cartoons about me and him. "So let's just move on and say goodbye to you and me". Goodbye dumb crush on Sean with blue eyes that freeze my soul with a simple glance.
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Fat Girls Romance
No FicciónGrace is an overweight teenager. She has acquaintances, not friends. She has crushes but shut them down when she sees what they are really like. All Grace wants is romance, but she feels that she will never get it because she is overweight. This is...
