"Don't blink, I won't even miss you at all
Don't think, I won't always be gone
You know you're like a puppet in the palm of my hand"
-A Day to Remember, "I'm made of wax, Larry, what are you made of"
If you've been reading this story for a while, then you know I'm an overweight girl who is pretty fucked up. You know that I hate going shopping or doing anything that draws attention to myself. I went shopping for bras and got mad when none of them looked good on me because I was too uncomfortable in my own skin. My boobs looked like they were sagging and I felt really fat. I wasn't very happy with the way I looked. I hated the mirror in that store for making me look fat and making my boobs look saggy.
I don't know if anyone out there feels this way but I do. I'm very uncomfortable with my body. I've been called fat and jiggly before, even saggy. I have never been the same after that. I'll go shopping with friends and watch them find things off the rack and they buy them without even trying them on. Meanwhile, I have to try everything on because I'm not confident and not everything fits me. When I put clothes on and they look bad or don't fit I feel like the whole world hates me and that I need to be skinny just like every other girl. I look in the mirror every day and I see myself as a 300 pound girl and I'm actually less than 200 pounds I just see myself as a bigger girl than I really am because that's how I feel. I'm the kind of girl who buys something then returns it because each timr they tried it on they got less and less confident. I wish I had the confidence of 1,000 women and men, but I don't because that's not who I am. I want to change my weight and everything I hate about myself, but unfortunately I'm just destined to be stuck this way.
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