Fat Girls Romance

Stuck in one place

"Cut loose like an animal

Fired out like a cannonball

But I waited too long

 I waited too long

Got high from a holy vein

Crashed down from a hurricane

Love has been here and gone

Love has been here and gone"

-Royal Blood, "Ten Tonne Skeleton"

"I need a little room to breathe

You're making this hard for me

When all I need is to be set free

I need a little time to think

And if you ever will love me

Then all I need is a little room to breathe"

-You Me at Six, "Room to Breathe"

      Don't you want to get away from all the stress? Everything will be calm and relaxed and you will be alone with someone you can talk to without going completely crazy. I know that when I am at school I go bat shit crazy because of so many things happening at once and I feel like I can't keep up. It's like everything around e is moving forward and I am stuck in one place. I just need a little room to breathe. I need a few days to act like an animal and go crazy. 

      I know for me a huge part of my crazy is my family I can't get away from them because I live with them. I want to get away for a while. I want to get a vacation from everyone and everything. I want a fresh start. I just want some time where I can have a mental breakdown and one of my closest friends there to pick up the pieces. I can't contain my crazy much longer. Once school is out I'm a different human being. 

      Allow me to put another song up top for you because it's the one that calms me down. 

      Now that's up there, I am a little calmer. I hope I'm not the only one who needs some time to figure things out. Everything is moving without me. I am stuck in the same place I was always stuck in.  I need to have a long much deserved mental breakdown. I might actually scream at people and need to be arrested to be calmed down. School is so stressful. Everybody needs to chill. We need a day at school where we can all just sit in class and watch movies or videos because we some time to unwind. 

      When all my teachers ask: "What did you learn about yourself this year?" I'm going to answer: "I learned that you terrible teachers make your students go bat shit crazy form the stress you give us." Then I will walk out without another word.