"I think I'm reaching the limit, You should keep your distance, Cause I've had enough" -Diamante, "Had Enough"
Today has become a day of understanding for me. I finally understand almost everything. I'm angry and upset. I am actually very pissed off. I will always be angry. I've realized today that I am actually a very angry person. I'm angry at the world. I'm angry at life. I will always be angry. I don't think I'll ever be happy. I will live my entire life being angry, pissed off, disgusted, and I will never be satisfied. No one is ever satisfied. Everyone wants more. No matter who you are, you will always want more. I want more now. I'm angry because of the way my dad is. I'm angry because of how my mom deals with my dad. I'm angry because my parents take my birthday and Christmas money to buy things. I'm angry because I don't get to open anything on Christmas morning. I'm angry because I no longer can open things on Christmas Eve. I'm angry because I have nothing to look forward to. I'm angry because nobody cares.
As we can tell there's a lot of things that make me angry. There's more. Shall I go on? I'm angry because acquaintances don't stick around forever. I'm angry because I'm not pretty. I'm angry because everyone else has much better things than me. I'm angry because no one understands me. I'm angry because no one tries to understand me. My acquaintances don't stay long, I'm angry that they leave after a year or two. I'm angry because I'm too young to have a job. I'm angry because I'm not as talented as everybody else. I'm angry because I'm not as smart as everybody else. I'm angry because people make me angry. I'm angry because I don't know who I am other than a very angry 14-year-old. I'm angry because I can't drive. I'm angry because we don't have a lot of money. I'm angry because my parents have pretty low-paying jobs. I'm angry because my dad doesn't listen. I'm angry because my acquaintances don't want to hang out outside of school. I'm angry because one day my acquaintances talk to me and the next day they don't. I'm angry because I'm just not enough.
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