"Maybe you should just fall
And leave the world and lose it all
And if that's what you need
To finally see
I'll be with you through it all"
-Nothing More, "Jenny"
I have been trying to do my geometry work for 3 fucking days. It makes no sense at all. I have watched so many videos so many times and I can not figure it the fuck out. It is the stupidest thing I have ever seen. It is like they are pulling random number out of their ass and getting an answer that makes no sense. Why do I need to learn square root if I am not studying to be a mathematician. That does not belong in math, honestly, I am going to fucking throw everything. I am stressed out because I can not figure it out and I am so frustrated because I am doing everything I possibly can and it makes no fucking sense. I swear I am going to go bat shit crazy. I have written down so many wrong answers and copied the right ones down when they showed me how to get the actual answer and that does not make sense. I am trying to fucking hard to understand but my brain cannot grasp this information that should not exist in the fucking world. GAAAWWWWD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I swear I am about to end it all. My teacher just assumes that everyone understands what the fuck she is teaching but I do not. It is so hard not being in an actual classroom with my teachers and fellow students who can explain things to me. I want to take a knife and stab myself right now. Why am I not understanding this work? Why does the shit make no sense? Why is the world doing this right now? Why do I even exist? Life is overwhelming, I think I am ready for the next one. For Fuck Sake.
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Fat Girls Romance
Non-FictionGrace is an overweight teenager. She has acquaintances, not friends. She has crushes but shut them down when she sees what they are really like. All Grace wants is romance, but she feels that she will never get it because she is overweight. This is...
