Winter Ball

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"On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day, On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day" -Linkin Park, "Valentine's Day"

      My annoying acquaintance told me that the winter ball is on Valentine's Day. My response was "There's a winter ball?"

      She thinks that she and I should go with some other girls as a group thing. You already know my response to that.

     "Bitch, why the fuck would I go to a winter ball. The word ball doesn't even fit in with me. The winter ball is the opposite of me. I don't wear dresses or skirts. I don't paint my face with makeup like I used to because I have too much acne for that."

      I don't go to dances because wearing a dress makes me feel insecure. I don't have a reason to go. There will be 3 more winter balls, 3 more homecomings, and 1 prom in my entire high school career. I'm only going to my senior prom because that's a once in a lifetime ordeal. I'm not the girliest girl in the world. I don't like to show my skin. I like to wear leggings and a hoodie You can't wear that to a ball or a dance. I don't see a reason to go to every single ball or dance that I have the opportunity to go to I don't need to because it's not necessary. If I had a boyfriend, I'm sure it would be different. I don't have one so, I don't feel like I need to go with my acquaintances and make memories. I can make memories by sitting at home and watching movies on my weekend, instead of wasting my time looking like a pretty pink princess. I'm not that kind of person. 

      If my acquaintance bugs me one more time about it, I'm going to go crazy. She got mad because I didn't want to go to our eighth grade formal. Like I'm sorry I didn't want to hang out with 2 couples and their friend who was dumb enough to 5th wheel all night. Yea, the formal sounded fun, but it's just not for me. If I was going to a party that was filled with only my acquaintances then that would be fine because I know everybody. I don't want to go somewhere where I only know a quarter of the people there. 

      I'm never going to any dance or ball other than prom during my senior year. 

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