Fat Girls Romance

We're all the same

"Cause we're all the same

Just a little bit strange

You're a minute too late

Cause it's not gonna change

So you might as well live

Cause the world's gonna end

And I'd rather be in hell hanging out with my friends

You'll never win

You'll never win"

-Dead Girls Academy, "Everything"

***************This is towards all the mean kids in my school, not you readers. ******

      I'd rather be in hell instead of with you in heaven. You're such an asshole. I hope you die a very painful death. I'd rather ruin my own life than listen to your stupid voice pound my head with hateful comments. Maybe I deserve to hear them, but as soon as school ends and summer begins I'm working on myself. I'm going to fix everything that I hate about myself because I want to change it and I don't want to let you assholes dictate my life. I am s tired of the comments. You can take them and shove them up your ass which is way too big for your body, no offense. 

      I have so much anger that just stays inside because I have nothing else to do with it. It's a part of me that will be shoved deep down inside forever. It won't go away These people have traumatized me. I can't get their words out of my head.  It's probably what everybody thinks of me. It might as well be written in my skin. Engraved into my body surrounded by dried blood, showing the pain I had gone through. I want them to suffer as I suffered. I'm angry, pissed off, upset, I want revenge on all the kids who disrespected me because I am a little bit different than everybody else. 

      I should not be bullied because I am different. Nobody should be because different is the same nowadays. We are all different and that is what makes us equal. It just depends on whether or not you show off your flaws. Some of us have more obvious flaws and others have very hidden and hard to find flaws that they are barely ashamed of. I have so much shame. I'm ashamed of how I look, act, and talk. I'm ashamed of who I am and who I will become.