Fat Girls Romance

What would I do?

"If I could be like that, Well I would give anything, Just to live one day, In those shoes, If I could be like that, What would I do? What would I do?" -3 Doors Down, "Be Like That"

      If I looked like someone else I think would use that to my advantage. None of us chose to look the way we look. What if we could choose what we look like? What if we all looked exactly how we want to look? What would you look like? Think about it. 

      I would be average weight because I'm fat right now so I'd like to change that. I wouldn't change my eyes because as much as I hate having eyes that look like the earth, that's what makes me special. I like my height because it's a little over average. I wish my hair was black because then I wouldn't feel so weird because I only ever wear dark colors, but I have dirty blonde hair. 

       I wouldn't change my personality because that's what makes me who I am. I would change my dislocated crooked nose because it just looks ridiculous. I would change my vision because glasses are too expensive to keep buying new prescriptions every time my eyes change. 

      I wouldn't change that much about myself. I'm not perfect, but nobody is. I wouldn't change the things that make me different and I wouldn't change the things that make me who I am. 

      I understand that is tempting to change yourself into your idea of perfect, but just remember who you are as a person is perfect for everybody else.