Fat Girls Romance

The Next Chapter

"What if I was nothing, what if this is true" -All That Remains, "What if I was Nothing"

      I had zero ideas for this chapter of my shitty life. After all that crap I had my usual acquaintances there and no one messed with me again. There were a few times where Adithya made me angry. I shall tell the story.

      I thought me and Adithya were buds. We talked a lot. He understood me and I understood him. Now I know what y'all are thinking, "ooooh, they like each other!" No we don't.

      He was like my best acquaintance in ELA. He had friends in that class that I didn't really know that well. I had him and Dante, that's all. Sofia P. Comes in later, of course. Anyway, Adithya was singing this song one day and the lyrics kind of hurt my feelings, wait, let's be honest here, I have no feelings.

      I can't remember the exact lyrics at the moment, probably because I chose to erase them from my brain. The lyrics said something about blubber, meaning extra skin, as in fat. It was something along the lines of, I have a lot of blubber. I'm sorry I can't remember the exact words because that would probably be very useful information.

      Any acquaintance I told about it soon asked him and he told them a completely different story about the song lyrics. Eventually, I just said fuck it.

       Not too long after, or like towards the end of the school year, Adithya changed. He talked dirtier, said more offensive things to me, which were all about fat and extra skin, he started taking videos and pictures of people that they didn't approve of, and he said he did all those things so he could expose them later on.

      Kenzie, Aima, and Courtney agreed that he had changed too. I think his friend Mo, as in Muhammad, had a huge part in him changing. Adithya pulled my hair. He grabbed me by the back of my hair and pulled me across the gym floor. I was so embarrassed, but I was hurt by it even more.

      It was one of those moments where someone needed to tell him that he was turning into an asshole. Adithya had started touching my arms and kind of squeezed my small amount of fat on my arms. He always said "jiggle, jiggle, jiggle" when he did it. I always told him to stop. He would stop and then go right back to doing it again. That made me uncomfortable.

      I know you're probably thinking that he was touching me but I promise it sounds way worse than it was you know how people will tap you on the arm? Good. That's basically what he did and you know how sometimes your buds will grab your arm and pull you? Good. That's what he did except he squeezed my arm instead.

      He wasn't a very good person in the beginning of the year, but he wasn't an asshole then. He's an asshole now. He has changed into a typical ghetto, dickhead.

     I think that's enough for today and I'll try to post more often it's just I kind of forgot about this story. PEACE!!!!!!!!