"You're the only thing that gets me high, And I hate it and I hate it" -Underoath, "ihateit"
staying up late after midnight
forgetting the hate in the Starlite
Leaving the house feeling so high
Watching the clouds they were so white
We all have those days where we just don't want anything to do with anybody. I wonder what my life would be like if I didn't talk to anybody if I just shut every person out in my life. I would probably be stuck with the voices who occupy my stupid head. Life would be less complicated because I wouldn't have to worry about upsetting anyone because I would have nobody. I would be a lone wolf and nothing would be complicated anymore. Life is not meant to be complicated. We are meant to live in the moment, make decisions on the spot. I do that every day. I walk in situations with no plan, no ideas, no problems. I like to grab situations by the balls and untangle them first hand. No planning. No decisions to think about. No possibilities to think of. I would think of something and that decision was final and I wouldn't have the time to decide otherwise. I like my life like that. If it doesn't go right then it wasn't meant to be. Think about the way I live my life. Would that be a good thing for you to try? Would you be less stressed if you do that? Would you be more stressed living that way? Try it. Put yourself in my shoes. Make decisions on the spot. I'm curious to know what happens when someone else lives the way I do.
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