It's A Long Way Down

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"Life is walking on a tight rope

With nothing but a blindfold

It's a long way, It's a long way down

I'm, yeah, I'm a little crazy

But can you really blame me?

It's a long way, It's a long way down


For every step that I take

I take two steps back

It's like a punch to the face

It's like a knife right in the


It's like  a knife right in the back

Like a bullet to the head

Why can't I understand?

The blood is on my hands

Now I'm standing on the edge

With nowhere to go

This is how it feels, this is how it feels

How it feels to be 

Lost, lost"

-Sleeping WIth Sirens, "How it Feels to be Lost"


      It is the end of the first semester of my sophomore year. I have two C's, four B's, and two A's. I have a 101 in English. How the fuck did I manage that? Great question because even I do not know the answer. I feel like I have been lost my entire life. Do you know how it feels? Trust me I have not found another person willing to admit how lost they feel. If you do, let me know. Life is like walking on a tight rope. And if you fall it is a long way down. You can either fall to rock bottom or stand high above everybody else on that tight rope. I just want to know if there is a middle section. Is there like a bridge under that tight tope? Maybe a cloud? Something between rock bottom and the high tight tope? If you think or know there is then good for you because I have not figured that out yet. 

      I feel like with every step that I take I am taking two steps back. 


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