"Life is walking on a tight rope
With nothing but a blindfold
It's a long way, It's a long way down
I'm, yeah, I'm a little crazy
But can you really blame me?
It's a long way, It's a long way down
For every step that I take
I take two steps back
It's like a punch to the face
It's like a knife right in the
It's like a knife right in the back
Like a bullet to the head
Why can't I understand?
The blood is on my hands
Now I'm standing on the edge
With nowhere to go
This is how it feels, this is how it feels
How it feels to be
Lost, lost"
-Sleeping WIth Sirens, "How it Feels to be Lost"
It is the end of the first semester of my sophomore year. I have two C's, four B's, and two A's. I have a 101 in English. How the fuck did I manage that? Great question because even I do not know the answer. I feel like I have been lost my entire life. Do you know how it feels? Trust me I have not found another person willing to admit how lost they feel. If you do, let me know. Life is like walking on a tight rope. And if you fall it is a long way down. You can either fall to rock bottom or stand high above everybody else on that tight rope. I just want to know if there is a middle section. Is there like a bridge under that tight tope? Maybe a cloud? Something between rock bottom and the high tight tope? If you think or know there is then good for you because I have not figured that out yet.
I feel like with every step that I take I am taking two steps back.
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