Frozen

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"Back when I couldn't move

Was frozen, I told myself it's all good

It's only chemical

I want to scream but it won't help

 I've created my own hell

It's only chemical

It's only chemical"

"I find comfort when they say

You can't sit and count the days

Until it ends

There's still times I want to break

Everything I've ever made

But I've come a long way from"

-The Devil Wears Prada, "Chemical"


      This person that is in rehab was supposed to get out next Friday. A week from today. Now they will not get out until probably around Christmas. I do not think I will make to Christmas without this person around. 

      Without that person around my life is boring and I have nothing to do. I feel like I am frozen in time until this person comes home. Who else would I beg to take me to the races? Who else would I beg to take me out for a drive? Who else would I beg to teach me to drive? I think I am frozen in time. They are supposed to come home next week and I hope that happens. 



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