Fat Girls Romance

Remember Me?

"Will you remember me If I

Were to fall into the sky?

And what will they think of me

If I leave it all behind?

When I leave it all behind"

-Sleeping With Sirens, "Leave It All Behind"

      I wonder every day if I will be remembered. Remembered by my family when I am gone. By my friends when I move away. By my enemies when I move on with my life that will be much better than theirs. When I fall into the sky will I be remembered? I highly doubt it. I am not important enough to be remembered by anybody. That is fine. I have done a lot of stupid and embarrassing shit and I would rather all that be forgotten. I bet you would too if you had done some of the things that I did. 

      I know I have not been writing very much and that is only because I am really busy with school and doing my dad's job as well as I have nothing to say. I guess things have been ok. Someone really important to me recently told me they have my back and I said I have theirs even though they do not need me to. That changed something for me. I know someone is looking out for me so I am not watching my back anymore. I and this person have known each other for almost three years now and I already have no idea what I would do without this person. When I see this person I actually smile, I feel a little happiness in my life for the first time in a long time. For a while, I felt stuck. I do not feel stuck anymore because that person is there helping me move forward. Everything is going back to normal. Other than the fact that my mom wants to have family meetings and I stay in my room all day. I do not like sitting downstairs with everyone because I do not like to let people into my life. It is bad enough that I let this one person in and then, of course, one of my best friends Maya. My family knowing my business would make me crazy considering they are the cause of most of my problems. 

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