Fat Girls Romance

Update

"It's like holding on When my grip is lost, I still feed my insecurity when I know the cost" -Beartooth, "Disease"

      I don't have anything specific to write about, but it's whatever. We'll see what I get in to. 

      I've been talking to Ariana and I was telling her that I feel bad for Sean, her ex-boyfriend. I see him sitting at lunch and watching everyone else talk. I don't sit with them anymore, but I still look over there. I feel like he's depressed and that he needs some help. He tries to talk to me sometimes and I push him away. It's about time I stop pushing him away because he might need someone to talk to. 

      I remember when I was like that. I just wanted someone to talk to and no one stopped to listen to me. If someone had, I wouldn't be like I am now. I think it's the same for him. I think he wanted someone to stop and listen to him. I think he needs help. He might have a lot going on in his head as I did. I hope it's not too late to stop and listen to what he has to say and to talk to him. 

      Now enough of that. I want to talk about a comment I got. It's from a girl that had the same problems I did. Now I don't want to out her and disrespect her in any way. I have to show you guys this because others might be dealing with the same thing and they need to know people care. 

2 days agoHi I am here for u to know that I understand your pain and loss I'm aslo in gr8 and moved schools last year so...I've also been bullied by my... appearance. So don't lose hope and be so dark and down. Trust me there are people that care

      This girl showed me that others care about how I feel and that they support me. I hope others can start to feel the same way. I really appreciate Leandri2412 for reaching out and telling me that I'm not alone and others support me. Thank you so much Leandri!!!!!!!!!