He Would Always Be There (Bucky Barnes)

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This was a request by the amazing Babyinatrenchcoat1! I love your username so much lol! This was an awesome request, thank you so much for it!

Now! On With The Show!

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You were walking through the tower, to get to the main room. But for some reason, you couldn't remember where Bucky told you he was going to be and you were trying to find him, which was stressing you out and it was getting you overwhelmed. And this wasn't a good thing because you had anxiety and it just wasn't good to be overwhelmed.

You could feel the attack starting in your chest and crawling its way up your throat.

"Not here. Please. Not here." You whispered as your hands started to shake. You sank down to your knees.

Your breathing became irregular and the room seemed to spin. Your vision became blurred and you felt tears running down your face. You stuffed your hands in your hair and clutched at the roots. You tried to calm down but you just couldn't. You heard FRIDAY say something but it was muffled by your sobs so you couldn't hear her.

What felt like forever was only five minutes, before Bucky found you in the hallway. He was notified by FRIDAY that you were having an anxiety attack. He was in training with Steve so as soon as he heard, he quickly pinned Steve and raced out of the room to get to you.

Bucky saw you crouched down and carefully made his way over to you. From your first attack he experience, he knew you did not like to be touched.

"(Y/N). Babe. It's Bucky. Can I touch you?" He asked gently when he had crouched in front of you.

"B-Bucky." You stammered out and looked at him with tear-filled eyes. You then reached your shaking hands towards him. He grabbed your hands and kissed your palms.

"Yeah. It's me. Can you take a deep breath for me?" He asked you gently.

You nodded shakily and tried to take a deep breath and he did it with you. You leaned your forehead into his chest and Bucky pulled you closer to him and sat down with you in his lap. You turned your head so your ear was against his chest and you listened to the steady rhythm of his heart.

Bucky ran his hand through your hair as you slowly calmed down and steadied your breathing. Bucky cooed softly in your ear, also helping too.

"Are you ok?" Bucky asked you gently.

"Yeah." You whispered and closed your eyes, you wiped the tears from your face.

Bucky nodded and kissed your forehead, letting his lips to linger for a moment which made you smile slightly.

"I'm sorry." You whispered.

"For what?" Bucky asked and bent his head down to look at you.

"I couldn't remember where you went and I got overwhelmed. And I know it's not good and then I just freaked out. I didn't mean to interrupt your training with Steve," You quickly rambled off.

"Hey, hey, hey. It's ok. Calm down or you're gonna go into another attack." Bucky said gently and you took a deep breath to ground yourself. Then he continued, "It's ok. It's not your fault. And besides, I was getting ready to pin Steve down anyway," He joked, making you laugh a little bit.

"What I'm trying to say is that it's ok. You know I will always come to help you out with an attack. I will always come running to you when you need me. And I will always be there for you. Ok? So I don't want you to ever apologize for an attack ever again. Ok?" Bucky finished as he looked at you with a smile.

"Ok." You said softly and smiled.

"Good. Now, what you need is some cuddle time." Bucky said and stood up with you in his arms. You got down.

"Yeah. And you need a shower." You said and made a face that said he stunk.

"Yeah, yeah. Whatever." Bucky laughed and kissed your head again. You smiled and the two of you walked back to your shared bedroom.

You smiled as you thought about how you were so thankful that He Would Always Be There.

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Till Next Time My Fellow Stan Girls!

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