The Good, The Bad, and The Dirty

Because Here We Go

Guys I'm so confused

So the girl I liked chose my Ex over me. She didn't tell me that but it was obvious. She stopped talking to me and I saw her laughing and talking with my Ex. So I tried getting over her but then I realized I still like her. So today in Science I pointing out all her flaws but I couldn't find them. But then I felt someone's gaze on me so I looked around and saw her gaze on me. She kept doing it the entire class period and sometimes we'd even lock eyes. So now I'm confused.

Warnings: A bit of sexual content and Abuse

April Ages 16-17

"Oh fuck Oh fuck." Dan said while fiddling with his hands nervously. The gang was currently at his Dad's door and Dan was about to have an anxiety attack.

"You're going to be okay Dan." Phil said and put his hand on Dan's shoulder.

"What if he's mean? Or homophobic? Or abusive? Or-"

"Dan I'm sure he's none of those things." Phil said, trying to comfort Dan.

"But-"

"Oh for Christ sakes." Chosen said and banged on the door.

"Chosen!" Dan scolded.

It was silent for a few minutes. No footsteps or anything. Dan let out a sigh of relief.

"I guess he's not-"

They gang heard running towards the door. Suddenly it opened, appearing a man who had a beard, practically bald, and pretty overweight.

"I don't want anything." His dad mumbled and went to close the door but Chosen put his foot in.

"To bad, you get a son." Chosen said.

"What?" His dad asked confused. Dan gulped nervously.

"H-Hi..So uh..I'm Dan Howell your so-"

"Daniel! I haven't seen ya in forever! C'mere boy!" His dad said and Dan hugged his dad. Everyone was happy at the positive outcome.

Except for Phil.

Phil was getting bad vibes from this guy. Pete always called him "boy".

***

"So what do you do?" Dan asked.

"I work in a gas station." His dad said.

"That's so cool! I've always admired gas stations. I mean without them we wouldn't have gas to drive!" Dan beamed.

"Yeah it's pretty cool." His dad said while nodding his head. His dad pulled out a cigarette and offered want to Dan. "Ya want one?"

"No-"

"You smoke!?" Chris asked disgusted.

"You got a problem with that boy?" Kyle asked.

"Y-"

"Of course he doesn't sir!" Pj said and put his hand over Chris's mouth. "It's his dad be nice." Pj whispered in Chris's ear.

"Good." Kyle mumbled. "So whatcha been up to? Been fucking any lucky gals?"

"More like he's being fucked by-"

"CHOSEN! No I haven't." Dan said awkwardly.

"Don't worry about that boy, you will one day, just like ya old man here."

***

"Hey Dan?" Phil asked as he sat next to Dan. They were currently in the RV but it was next to Kyle's trailer.