"Come on Maya" he smirked.
"I don't want to...I'm tired" I slurred.
"You're no fun" he complained.
His hand traced my body, slowly getting closer to the bottom of my dress.
My eyelids were heavy, and they began to close. But I could still feel him take off my dress.
"Ben" I pleaded.
"It's alright" he assured me.
My eyes opened slightly, and I saw him stood over me, with no clothes on.
Then he began.
"Stop" I begged, too weak to push him off. Or move. Or scream.
All I could feel was pain.
Tears ran down my cheeks, as I moaned in agony.
"Please" I repeated.
••••
My eyes burst open and I sat up with force, coughing and gasping for air. I was sweaty, and shaken, and scared.
I had a nightmare, about that night.
But it wasn't just a dream, it was a flashback.
I had remembered what had actually happened that night. After finding out the truth, the memories had come back to me.
My sweat turned to tears. And I broke out into hysterical crying.
My mom came running in and immediately took me into a hug. She was whispering comforting things into my ear, which I couldn't process, whilst rubbing my back.
The feeling of someone touching me, haunted me. And made me feel so, so much worse.
When I finally stopped crying, she laid with me until I fell asleep.
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never be alone || s.m
Fanfiction"Take my advice; don't fall for Shawn Mendes" - But in that moment I knew, I'd fallen hard. contains themes of sexual assault and abuse.
