Sometimes I wish truths were not to painful to speak
I was miserable dating you
I invested too much effort into you
I wish I was more important in your life
I don't care about what you think I should do with my life
I don't care about things you tell me, you are a void in my life I wish would be worth filling
But I do not tell anyone, any of these things
Because a life with truths, is a life most painful
and yet lies are still frowned upon
So do you wish for mundane bliss, or a painful reality of which nothing changes?
I am tired of giving in to the needs of others, when my own are scarcely met
You made me more miserable as days when on
you made my life a living nightmare,you had no idea of the disappointment I shared in you
But yet I still foolishly wished to salvage wreckage from a bottomless ocean
There is no point, no reason to entertain your delusions and my hopes
You are just another reason of why I am always let down
Why did I ever think running your name across my mind would be a good idea?
I wish the truths I told were less painful
But to those that have heard them
They will carry those truths to the grave with them.
