Enough is enough
When you feel your walls crack from the inside, and begin to expose
Long buried secrets and shames
Will you no longer see me the same?
When you see I am not as sturdy as you are lead to believe
But believe me these boasts were meant to empower, not to deceive
But you'll see when the glue falls apart and the seams come undone
That chaos and I have become one
In the worn down eyes, and ghost-like complexion
I can only say so much in reflection
I haven't had time to really build sturdy walls or a strong foundation
Much to the joy of stress and in opposition of elation
But know that is what I really am, what I choose to work through
If you've never had a chance to breathe, you'd feel the same way too
But breathe I will, and breathe I can
Even if that means my best efforts do not go to plan
I will fall flat and feel my body take its rest by choice or by force of will and faded
Even if that means it's my sanity that I've traded
