You know, it's pretty exhausting
Trying to keep that level of energy up
Despite feeling like you're being bombarded
I get it, you're frustrated, but I feel like I just don't have a way to reliably work through it
What am I supposed to do with all these pent up emotions?
It's like a balloon that is long overdue for a pop
I wonder if it's a way life takes me, to drive me to my limits before I overcome something new
Or is life trying to teach me something else?
I can't tell you how tiring it is, trying my hardest to take it in stride.
Sometimes that thick skin feels a tad thinner on really hard days
I feel like theres a big load on my shoulders I can't just shrug off
I can't ask anyone to share it with me, out of principle
But if I keep carrying it, it may only make it harder to do so as days go on
It feels like I'm using more energy than I have to deal with it too
And I feel stuck, like I need advice from someone that is too far away
I just need a hug, and a big one at that
But what if I just need some kind words myself, for once.
Maybe thats all of us ever need sometimes.
