i need you (Book 1) || park jimin

fifty eight

sorry for taking too long

but finally!😭 this school year is done😭 i'll be graduating from senior this coming April😭❤️

i'm still not ready for my college life tho, lol. I'll be leaving home by then and will start to be independent. Hopefully, this coming months will be good to me😇

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It only made it worst. At some point, everything that has been said and done became worst. Y/N sighs, that treatment she gave was coming back at her.

Looking at the mirror, she examines herself. Her resting bitch face was replaced by a tired looking aura. A bags were starting to form on her eyes. The light make up didn't cover how tired and stress she looks.

"You know, we can turn it down if you don't want to join them." She heard a familiar voice behind her.

She tried to smile. These days, she was faking it. "No, I'm actually...excited." She mumbles.

Jungkook nodded from the back, but he knew those words were made up by his own girlfriend. Is that how excited she is? She does look unhappy.

Wanna know the reason why or wanna know who the reason is?—If you ask Jungkook, of course he knows what to answer—Park Jimin.

Well that name would be the only reason why she is like this. Jungkook wasn't dumb. The moment they all saw Jimin with that stranger—everything about Y/N had changed—again.

Hell, Y/N was far from excited, to be honest. It's because she knew what will happen and what scene would she encounter.

Since that night, she couldn't understand a thing anymore. She couldn't understand Jimin. She couldn't understand herself.

Jimin was taking his revenge very serious, that he had to bring different girls every time all of them would meet. Which he always regret doing—but seeing how Y/N looks really fucking hurt, he knew that his plan on making her jealous and making her realize what she just lost, was working.

"Where are we heading off again?" She asks Jungkook as soon as the guy started the engine of the car, ready to leave.

"It's Namjoon hyung's Mom's birthday, so obviously, we're heading to their house." Jungkook smiled before he step on the gas.

The whole ride was silent. Jungkook let that be. He doesn't want to open his mouth and talk to her. He doesn't know what to say, especially when she looks so busy thinking about something he wasn't sure of.

Y/N look at the window. Who's it gonna be this time? She asked herself. Jimin for sure, will bring another unknown person to this party. And as much as she wants to not think of it, it always cross her mind.

Was everything fake? Was Jimin playing with her all along just like how he did it with the previous girls he's been with? Maybe he didn't change at all.

But everything Jimin had said was something Y/N knew, weren't fake. She knew the guy for a very long time, and she knew how sincere he was with his words, because that is why she fell in love with him right?

But why is he hurting her? If he loves her why is he hurting her?

Y/N is also at fault in that. It's also her fault on why did all of this happen. If only it wasn't that hard to choose and love.