So hey . This is Spookyeevee's new account , and I'm probably only really going to continue this book for now until i get the motivation back to write , but i hope you enjoy it still
|Anti is unfortunately depressed and Dark hears his song ..|
(Admittedly I don't like Billie Eilish but I like the idea so :p )
Angst
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3rd person POV
Sounds of deep hummingcouod be heard going up the stairs to Dark's apartment , Dark humming a random tune as he swung his key around his finger, approaching the familiar deep burgundy door he always came home too.
Sticking the key in and turning it, hearing it's familiar click , he opened the door , smiling as he was finally home.
I wonder where Anti is? Dark thought to himself, taking off his coat and putting it on the hanger .
He picked up a faint whisper of a sound , making him tilt his head in the direction of where it was coming from.
Before he knew it, he was headed in the sounds direction , stepping hesitantly.
The sound appeared to be coming from his and Anti's bedroom, it...
It sounded like ..singing? But how? Anti was at work...unless..
Dark places his ear upon the door , the voice clear now ...
The song sounded sorrowful and the lyrics had clear signals of being...depressed.
But that's not what scared Dark..what scared him was that the voice singing it belonged to Anti .
Dark turned the handle of the door, thankful for it not creaking. He peered inside.
There Anti was, laying in bed with a monotone expression as he sang the melancholy song , stroking Buddy's head ,which was just in his reach ,with the tip of his fingers .
Soon , the song faded to its end and the room went quiet, Anti snuggling further under the covers .
But it was broken when Dark spoke up.
"Anti.." The sound of Dark's voice alarmed Anti , he didn't move however, hoping he'd somehow disappear.
Unfortunately, that didn't happen. Dark walked around to the side where Anti was , kneeling in front of him.
"Anti...what are you doing here? I thought you were at work?" Dark asks.
"I...I couldn't get out of bed.." Anti admitted, looking down.
"...was it because..you have..depression?" Dark asks hesitantly, not knowing if Anti would be comfortable admitting it.
Anti nodded yet again. He'd hid it from Dark for so long, there was no use hiding it now .
"Yes...I-I'm sorry I didn't tell you, I just...I didn't wanna feel like a burden , especially since you always love seeing me happy,s-so I force a smile... " Anti's voice was shaky as he spewed out the truth, but he knew he needed to tell Dark now, other wise he would've been too scared another time.
"And..the reason I always seem to be up before you is because I wake up early to take my medication so you don't see a-and so I'm your happy Anti ... " Anti glances up at Dark fearfully.
Dark's expression was soft , a mix of upset and understanding.
He beckons Anti closer , Anti sat up and Dark pulls him onto his lap , hugging him close .
Anti couldn't help but hug Dark back, the presence of his lover seeming to be the best way to calm him.
"I'm not upset at you , please don't think that ...but I want you too start telling me these things, I don't care if I'm at work or anything, just tell me . I want too try and help you , I want to help you so one day you'll have no need for medication or anything." Dark's words were full of sincerity.
Anti nodded , leaning up too kiss Dark on the cheek.
Dark kisses him on the temples.
"We'll work through this together." Anti nods, smiling at Dark's words.
|Hi spooks! I hope you enjoyed. I just wanted too say that the updates may not happen for awhile, because I have exams in a few weeks and those are my main focus . But I'll see what I can do .
I also want too thank you all for the support! I'm sorry I didn't really keep up with this stuff , but I still really appreciate it!
Thank you guys! I love you all soooo much! Now, I hope you have a good day/night Spooks , I love you . Byyeee!|
