So hey . This is Spookyeevee's new account , and I'm probably only really going to continue this book for now until i get the motivation back to write , but i hope you enjoy it still
|After a fight , some people tend to deal with it better than others ..|
Angst
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[!TRIGGER WARNING!]
3rd person POV
With a slight slam of the front door , the Male left, both agreeing that arguing wasn't the best option, and needing some time from apart from one another.
With that Anti, despite seeming calm when Dark left , fell to his knees crying a waterfall as he covered his face, sobbing as he immediately regretted agreeing to taking time from one another. He wasn't the only one however.
Dark stormed down the front steps ,off to his friends car, however the stomping quickly turned into a slow walk as he tried to hold back tears, but failed as he broke into a sob, climbing into the car, god he'd only been out the house for a few seconds but he already wanted to run back in and embrace Anti, tell him that he loved him dearly.
{*Time skip tells you that you matter and that your worth it*}
2 whole weeks , they'd been without one another, not a text or call to see how the other was doing.Why you ask? They were both scared the other wasn't ready to come back yet or was still upset.
Dark had taken this time to reflect upon himself and relax, of course he was upset that he wasn't with Anti , cuddling him, but he knew that it couldn't help it.
Anti had unfortunately not done the same..he was never online anymore, which worries both his followers and Dark. Usually Anti was extremely active and if he wasn't going to be he'd tell his followers...he hadn't said a word. In reality he was a mess, he hadn't cared for himself, he barely ate , and even when he did he'd puke it out later, he could barely get out of bed in the morning..and worst of all, was the fact cuts had appeared on his arms...
"Fuck..where is it?" Dark asks himself, digging through his things , looking for his shaving razor. Asking his friends ,who were nice enough to let him stay at there's , they said they hadn't seen it.
"Where could it be?" Dark huffed softy.
"Maybe you left it at your place?" Die, one of his friends, suggested.
Dark froze up at that , starting to now think he had.
"I-I'll be fine without it then-"
"Dark..you need to talk to him..it's been 2 weeks . This could be a good chance to talk to him ." Virus spoke up .
Dark sighed , rubbing the back of his neck , he knew it was true , but his fear was holding him back.
"I-I'll see if I can..."
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Dark's throat went dry as he approached the oh so familiar house, remembering everything that ever happened inside.
He took a deep breath , gulping before knocking lightly on the door, waiting patiently for an answer.
No answer. He must've been pity
He sighed. A small part of him that was hoping he'd get to see his lov-Anti again.
He got the keys he had before for the house out of his pocket and unlocked the door , entering it.
In reality Anti was inside the house but was still in the process of getting out of bed , he was struggling to do so to say the least.
Dark headed to the bathroom, not wanting to make his visit too long . He dug around the drawers and cupboards where he'd usually keep his shaving razor but was confused as to why he couldn't find it.
He turned, seeing it on top of the little cupboard by the bath . Strange, he usually never left it out . He picked it up and went too leave before spotting something strange ...
Usually the shaving razor had two razors inside of it, however it only had one..the second one seeming to have been broken off...but where was it?
He spotted something glimmering in the mirror , looking behind him he caught a glimpse of something, reaching for it.
Anti had finally managed to get up, shuffling past the bathroom , not noticing the light was on. He opened the front door , looking around before closing it.
'Must be imaging it' Anti thought to himself, shuffling towards the bathroom, head down, rolling up his sleeves for his usual morning routine.
Dark examines the object he had found, which was the 2nd razor , fear filling him, not because it had been hidden or anything ...but because it had blood on it...
The two looked up at the exact moment to where their eyes met, pausing.
"D-Dark..I-it's not what it looks like I-" but before Anti could get his words out Dark pulled him close , hugging him near and dear.
Anti tried to stop himself, but he was too desperate for affection he gave in, hugging Dark back. He missed the feeling so much.
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As Anti sat on the toilet seat, Dark was doing his best to get the disinfectant on all his scars . Both quiet.
"I-I'm sorry." Anti spoke up .
"About What?" Dark asks.
"Not telling you...or even speaking to you..I-I was just so scared ..that you'd never want me back." Anti began to tear up, cursing to himself for being so weak.
"It's not your fault...don't blame yourself." He carefully cups Anti's face.
"We're both to blame, neither of us said a word to one another..it's ok." He softly kisses Anti's temples.
"...Are you going too stay?" Anti asks, his voice barely audible.
"Well...do you want me too..?" Anti nodded, hugging Dark and hiding his face in Dark's shoulder.
"Please stay..I miss you."
Dark seemed to calm at the words, hugging him back.