Falling For Boys In Blue

Chapter 29

Kaitlyns pov

I threw my bags in the back of my rental car I got earlier and got into the front, that's when the tears really fell. So many things were running through my head. I didn't know what to do. I needed to go somewhere but I didn't know where. I couldn't let my uncle see this, I didn't even know what was happening and there was no way I was telling him. I knew no one here. Well, I knew some people. And they were all I had here, so I went to them.

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I parked in Cody and Coreys driveway. I didn't text them I just showed up. Parked outside were four other cars, I knew who they were too. The only people who had ever seen me like this were Cody, Corey, Jacob and Christian just now. I was about to add Walker, Will, Kiké and Gavin to that list. But, Cody was the only one who's ever seen me at rock bottom. Not even Corey saw me like that all that time spent out here. It was always after he went bed when Cody and I sat up and talked. There was just something about Cody that made me feel okay to really let everything out. And I felt that was about to happen again. I get out, grab my bags and unlock the front door with my key and walk in. I set my bags down as laughs erupt from the kitchen and Gavin walks out.

"Oh hey girl whaddup! Woah why you look like a raccoon?"

Clearly my mascara and eyeliner must've been everywhere. Oh well for waterproof.

Corey appears next to him, "What? Who looks like a raccoon," We make eye contact. I start to explain how I had no where to go but he cuts me off. "You're fine. Cody!" He calls back to the kitchen, taking a step closer to me, Gavin following in his footsteps. More laughs erupt, I try to hold my tears but I couldn't anymore.

"What happened?" He asks me. I just shake my head.

"I don't even know." The tears start falling faster, and I can't stop them. Don't get me wrong I loved Corey, but right now I needed Cody. And he knew it.

"CODY!" I see Gavin turn towards the kitchen to go get him, but he walks in with everyone else behind him.

"Corey what the hell," he stops talking when he sees me.

"Kaitlyn? What's wrong?"

I bite my lip, click my mouth, and do finger guns at him.

"Oh you know just my life falling apart, again. Might fuck around and get my own place out here now too. Also I'm crashing here the rest of the All Stars break sorry not sorry!" I force a light chuckle to try and make it funny, but no one buys it. Instead I'm staring into six concerned faces. I sigh, "I think Christian and I are done." I let out a loud sob that I had been holding in forever as Cody pushed past Corey and Gavin.

He held me as I sobbed into his chest. Seconds later I felt more arms around me and I knew everyone was hugging me. Corey stood behind me and nuzzled his head into my neck. I missed that from him. Honestly I missed it all, the dodgers group hugs, charity events, going out after games, everything.

"I'm getting snot and makeup all over your shirt." I say into Cody's chest.

"I don't care I'll wash it." He says hugging me tighter.

"The mascara and eyeliner might stain it though."

"Then I'll buy a new one, it's okay Kaitlyn."

We all just stood there in a big blob with me at the center of it, sobbing. I got the notion that everyone else was feeling uncomfortable or confused. They had every right, they'd never seen me like this.

"Guys I'm fine now." I started to break away from Cody but he tightened his grip and shook his head no as everyone started letting go, so they hugged right back.