Falling For Boys In Blue

Chapter 67

*next morning*
Cody's pov

Kaitlyn wasn't home yet. We had to leave for the stadium to catch the buses in two hours. Corey was showering and packing. I stood in the kitchen waiting for Kaitlyn. The front door opened and she turned right for the stairs.

"Hold on." I said.

"Uh I have to pack." I followed her.

"Is that his hoodie?"

"No."

"Yes it is."

She walked into her room and pulled out her suitcase. She didn't say a word.

"Are we not going to talk about this?" I asked.

"No no we are not."

"Kaitlyn,"

"Hey Kaitlyn!" Corey said walking in.

"Uh hi Corey."

"How was Gavins?"

"Gavins yeah, it was good. Caught up. It was good."

"Well that's good." He walked out.

"I was at Gavins?"

"Talking Wisconsin things, catching up. That's what I told him last night when I got home."

"Well thanks."

"You're welcome. Now, about last night."

"We aren't discussing it Cody."

"I just want to know if it went well."

"Yes we talked and end of discussion."

"You guys had sex didn't you."

"I said end of discussion Cody."

"You had seeeeeeeex."

"SHUT UP CODY."

"He's flying to Minnesota isn't he?"

"I'll stab you with this heel." I shook my head.

"I don't care. Whatever makes you happy."

"I," she sighed. "I don't know what I want and I don't want this but right now I guess I'll take it because I have needs and you can't fill those."

"Hey I mean I did before."

"CODY!"

"Well?" She rolled her eyes. "Well I know you'll figure it out, whatever you want. I'll let you pack." I turned and walked out.

"I hope. But I don't know who I want." She whispered to herself.

What did she mean who?

Kaitlyns pov

I shut my door after Cody walked out as the tears slowly made their way down my face. I ripped off Jacobs sweatshirt and threw it on the floor. As much as I missed him being with him again felt, different. It was nice and everything but, I felt weird. And as much as I should've focused on being with him again, I couldn't stop thinking about Christian.

I know I shouldn't have been thinking of someone else when I was with Jacob but I just couldn't help it. Seeing Christian again just brought back so many things, memories and feelings. Part of me thought I only wanted to go back with Jacob last night so I could stop thinking about Christian, but that failed and I only thought more about him.

I didn't understand why I was suddenly thinking about him again. Or why I kept feeling something anytime we touched, talked, looked at each other, or I thought about him. I just wanted to know why. I finished packing and showered. I grabbed a hoodie from my drawer and headed downstairs so we could leave for the buses.

Once we were on the plane I sat in the back row alone in the middle seat so I could lay down across the seats. I really didn't want to be around other people. I put my headphones on to ignore the world better and shuffled my playlist. The weight shifted and I looked to see who sat down next to me, Will. I turned more towards the window and he tapped my shoulder. Because it was him, I paused my music and took of my headphones.

"Yeah?"

"I can tell you wanna be left alone but I can't leave you alone. You don't have to say anything but I'm here if you need me to listen."

"Thank you Will." He nodded his head.

I went back to looking out the window as a lone tear rolled down my cheek.

"Hey Will?"

"Yeah?" I turned to him.

"Can I have a hug?"

"Always, c'mere." He wrapped his arms around me and I buried my face in his neck just as the tears welled in my eyes and started falling. "Hey you're okay, I got you now." I let out a soft sob. "Oh Kaitlyn, you're okay I promise."

"Uh, hey guys."

"Go away Gavin." Will said.

"I was just gonna, wait Kaitlyn are you okay?"

"Does she look okay?"

"Hold on." Gavin squeezed past us and sat on my other side and hugged me too. "Rookie sandwich!" He got a laugh out of me.

"You guys don't need to stay here." I said as Will wiped my tears.

"Well we are even if you aren't going to talk to us. You're our sister." Gavin said.

"I don't really even know what to talk about. There's just a lot."

"Well whether you choose to or not we're here and we'll listen. We love you and we'll support you no matter what." Will said.

"Yeah I know. I think I just wanna take a nap during this flight and sleep it all off."

"Then you do that."

"Here, c'mere." Gavin pushed the arm up and put his arm around me pulling me into his side. "Sometimes we just need to be held."

"Thank you." He kissed my head.

"Always."

"Will," I stuck my arm out. "You too honey, c'mon." He chuckled and leaned on me. "My favorite rookies." Having them both around me made me feel better, even if I wanted to be held by someone else. I felt, okay again. Even if it was just for a short period of time.